nurul_dolly

Athelete

2008-12-16T08:38:00.000-08:00

Suddenly they called me an athelete.. i felt WOoooooooW.....
Gonna set my target..by next year im gonna go back sch...and in 2 years im gonna take part in duathlon.... Keeping my mind straight to where my bow is heading...

Athelete...
Wooooowww.....

Chance

2008-12-08T23:04:00.000-08:00

Should i give myself a chance? Might hurt others more and hurt me much worse...

Standard Chartered

2008-12-08T15:55:00.000-08:00

Hi all...SLamat Hari raya Haji to all my friends...and as some of you might have known, i took part in the Standard Chartered Marathon..and my total timing new is 1hr 17min 42 sec...10 min earlier than my previous timing for Great Eastern...
InsyaAllah..sundown is next!

Great Eastern Women 10K

2008-10-27T02:56:00.000-07:00

Happy Holidays...

That is what you would say when you are at home...
But for me...im still sitting down in my office...Waiting to punch Out..

Yesterday, I had my first Marathon...Geez..
It was really a challenging one..
It was really different..Training indoor and Outdoor..
I need to condition myself..a lil harder..

My experience..
1st 20min of running was normal..my own timing.. at 14min, i was already 2KM...
I saw ANITHA from KENYAN making her way back..it should be around 4KM...it was like WOW!

AT 30min i was feeling very hot..Super HOT...I could feel all the ASAP/SMOKE coming out from my body..You will feel like tearing out your own clothes..and you feel like throwing all the accessories that is with you..your IPOD, your watch...it feels such a luggage....And i had to refrain myself from walking...Telling myself to push a step further..
Imaginning that Hell would be much worse than this hotness..

BUT in the end..i gave up...AT the 6KM mark, i walked...it had been 30min since i run/jog..and i walked...

7KM, i decided to run again, when i realise all my energy had been drained already...
And Everytime i tried to run, the hotness overwhelm me again and again...

AFTER Running and walking, jogging and walking...it was already 1hr 10min.. and i still have 1.5KM more to go...my previous timing was 1hr 10min(treadmill)...but i gauge myself that i would complete within 1hr30min..

I did complete the marathon..within 1hr 26min...I ran at the last leauge of the marathon..

You will feel pumped up once you see the FINISHing line...and all those energy that fly out..came back IN..Giving all what you GOT..

That was my experience in my 1st race..

ANd i saw my classmate from PSS..she completed hers within 58mins.. like wow..

and the KENYAN lady..ANITHA...she completed the race within 33min...superb!

Seriously..im looking forward for my next race.. Standard Chartered...
By then i should be ready...COndition myself..

MAP

2008-10-24T19:13:00.001-07:00

Map of the race...Weeeeeee

Lonely Traveller

2008-10-24T18:44:00.001-07:00

Warning!! This incident just happened to me recently.....will update about it soon...my own trip to KL...alone....

Selfish Act

2008-10-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

This is the 1st time i surrender to my own loneliness....Being in a crowd..and still feel lonely...having friends and still feel lonely...

I finally understood the meaning of not expecting the return.. Cost the lost that you imagine is terrible...

but whenever i said how lonely i am...i felt foolish...ignorant...coz Allah is ALWAYS there for me...

I tried to bury sadness and be happy whenever i am not..Coz a smile might change someone's life..You yourself do not know it..only Allah does..

I try to stay positive and i always try not to think negative coz it will bring suspicion only to myself..and its to my own disadvantage..

I try to gain many things without hurting others...but i guess im still human...makes mistakes are natural yet they are avoidable..

In the end..i have no one else to blame except my own selfish actions...

And i feel ashamed cause i know Allah is there...

I need the strength...O ALLAH...guide me through... your humble servant...

7 days till the BIG Day....

Babies

2008-10-13T17:54:00.000-07:00

Charlie..that's really hurt...charlie bit me...

Daddy....Blooded....Funnnie....Blooded...

Happy Face,Sad Face,Bush Face

12 Days Left

2008-10-13T17:24:00.000-07:00

26th October....
That is really an important day for me..
Just hope i can do my best..
Gonna Push Myself to the limit..
noo...even better....There is no Limit...

A Little Time

2008-10-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

Salam Hari Lebaran to All Muslims...
And to Dear Taufiq, im not able to forward the vids and photos cause i cant find the cable that was suppose to connect to the pc..

This month will be one of the most hectic month...On the 26th will be 10k great eastern women, on the 30th will be kak J solemnization date..

How am i gonna juggle...??

And i also have jalan Raya...gosh...why must it be this month...??

Just Stick my chest out and walk in the rain..God will lead me the way...

BTW,

Im currently reading this book, struggle to Surrender by Jeffry Lang(he is a convert)

And i think i know a bit about Hidaya n Nur...
Allah will show you the light if you surrender yourself to find it.
If you know the true meaning of surrender and accept it (ikhlas-ly). Then Allah will show you the way, no matter how long and far,he will show you..

You can be a muslim all your life but if you just dont understand the meaning of surrender and accept it then.... only ALLAH knows best...

Photography

2008-09-12T05:03:00.000-07:00

I had my 1st photography class Yesterday.. It was kinda tiring for me..Got off from work at 5.40pm..went North Point to get some food for my break fast.. by 6.20pm, i got my train..and i took my ablution at Singapura Plaza..by the time ibreakfast, i was on my way to my class..Ate along the way.. Luckily the lady was kind enough to let me use the darkroom for my prayers..

Thank goodness and Alhamdullilah...praise to God that i was able to perform my 5 daily prayer there...cause the nearest most is Bancoolen Mosque...and i also forgot how to get there...

The instructor was also also very concerned..asking if we had taken our breaks... i almost thought he was a malay..untol he said his Name.. Chinese name..

One think that i understand..my DSLR camera is a low end camera...an OK-OK camera cost about 3000 bucks... Soooo very expensive...

And i also need to complete an assignment to finish my course..

Its been 12 days since we fast... Alhamdulillah...hope this never end...The everlasting Joy in Rahmadan...

The future

2008-09-07T09:53:00.002-07:00

I read something ths morning, on the newspaper..regarding the birth rate in Singapore... Then i just realise tat Singapore birth rate is declining..just like Japan... All of us are serious when in comes into a relationship especially marriage.. So we(people like me) work our butt off to get good money so we cn actually live in peace in future and of coz with our future spouse. But to make money..(people like me) dont really think tat it is really important to safe keep a relationship..Because 1st...building a relationship takes time and effort...2nd...I dont really likes dealing with breakups..(its emotionally stressing)..and 3rd..i would like to wait...maybe most importantly..i dont want to make more sins thn i already have...

But really..im abit scared tat once im ready to get married, i would be an old maid..and nobody would one me... Both us, men and women would find money in their 20s..And would get married in their 30s.. But men themselves would want to get married to younger women...those in their 20s.. Scary huh...

Sometime we think for others more than we think for ourselves... And that is why we want to wait for marriage(when we are at the rightful age to get married)
We think about family(still have responsibility for younger siblings, who would take care of parents when we have my own family to handle)..and mayb job(will my future spouse can handle the situation,will he/she able to make sacrifices)..

Who said ladies dont think about the future...?? We do think about them..and we try means and way to reach our goals..Some use the hard traditional ways..while other tries to go the easy way..

When the time comes for you to get married, u will know what to do..coz by then, yu will be all prepared..

1st week of Rahmadan

2008-09-07T09:53:00.001-07:00

Salams 2 all bloggers n Slamat berpuase.. guess what???!! im blogging using my phone..kinda cramp with my big fingers but still cn usela...lucky me,my home netwerk uses broadbnd so im able to tap into e netwerk with some codes given... alot of updates to share but not tht much to tell.. 1st of all,i went ledang last week..it was fun..i guess it was much more educational thn the last time i went..i learnt thay u are never really to old to learnt frm the young ones...n plus it was raining+climbing dwn on wet wheather=dark basecamp
2nd it would be the day i help kak julie with her berkat..it was so mivh fun n i even get 2meet her family..
3rdly..i applied for a short photography course with kak julie n kak nur..it was really tiring for us since we walk frm dhobyghout,all the way 2 bugis...
4th..im helpin with the food for rahmdn iftar 2moro..soo cheow!!!

Harry Potter

2008-08-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

Hey harry potter fans..check this out!

Advantage being youth

2008-08-24T00:25:00.000-07:00

Last week of shabaan...
Its a long week for all Muslims in the world.
Went out with Mizee and Miftah the other day... Cant really connect to them coz they were talking about NS and the SCDF almost half the time...but whatever! coz we did watch movie together...Death Race..quite nice i can say..Its about dying to win freedom.

Im thinking of taking photography lesson since i have a digital camera in my hand..
That is gonna be my short term goal for a long run.Don't just watch the world go by-life is to short to be a mere spectator. Turn mundane into extraordinary!
make full use of what is in your hand.. =)

Driving..

2008-08-19T23:23:00.000-07:00

Will i ever b a qualified driver??????...

Decide my own future

2008-08-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

Had a chat with my younger brother yesterday night...We had this men 2 men talk..And we talked about the future. Finally he told me what he wanted to do...he said he wanted to do business..Now, he is in 2nd year in poly. He told me now that he know nuts about engineering..he has new vision in life. He wants to live life better now..And wants to leave a legacy to the world?? Who does he think he is?? Mr Lee Kuan Yew? But i guess he is in high spirit.. *jgn semangat 5 minit sudah..*

Got me thinking to..My dreams and hopes...?Even though i finished school, got a stable job and support myself and my family...i still feel there are missing things in my life..things that will make who i am tomorrow.. My dream to travel..Will it be just a dream or my destiny?*Chey..destiny seh...*

Why do I feel this way??
Is it because my job is boring?

Being human is never enough...My plan to study is still burning hot... InsyaAllah..
I dont want to live life to in a boring way..a routine..Then i will feel like a child in a child centre...*by 1pm i need my nap..by 3pm donna have my teabreak..and yada yada..*

Im still thinking my 5 years plan ahead...

More like my notes

2008-08-17T08:39:00.000-07:00

Updates! Updates! So caught up with life dont really have time for updates..
To start things with..congratulation to both couples, Sufi&Siti and Suraya&Shahril.

Activites line up for this last quarter of the year 2008. Im taking part in the great Easter women 10KM this year on the 27 October 08..so any kakis, please make yourself available ya... And not forgetting standard Chartered Marathon this December...The registration is still Open yep.. =)

To my dear peers out there, I wont be in Singapore on the 26,27 & 28 Aug as I am going to Mount Ophir for the second time. So dont try to contact me on those days coz i wont b probably answering.. Talking about contacting; i just BOUGHT a new phone! Yey! I recontracted my line + its under company so i get a 20% discount!

Life been busy so far..Work has always the routine and i have been trying to get out of the routine.. Really...

Things that i have done to make my life not a routine
1. Jog irregularly
2. Volunteerism
3. Climb irregularly

Gosh...just realise that i dont really do much to get out of my routine..
Replan is my plan right now.

P/S: Anybody visiting the career fair this coming weekend?

The hollow feeling

2008-04-26T09:08:00.001-07:00

The hollow feeling thats need to be filled... Im hunger for your knowledge...

April

2008-04-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

1st thing 1st..bought a pair of running shoe..adizero;tempo..
2nd thing 2nd..need to run..need to condition myself for "future" races..muahaha...
3rd thing remain last..need to enjoy myself with whatever i bring myself to..

Reviews for ayat2 cinta are out..watch the 1st part of it VIA youtube...can say..abit dissappointed with the characters.. for those ayat2 cinta fanatik(novel)might be dissappointed....BUT still,wanna watch it

Azlina was admitted to hospital for appendix yesterday...supplication for your speedy recovery..

Been a very forgetful person these days...am I losing my mind????

Ya Allah..please give me strength to pull through this tasks u assign me to..

9 more days....just 9 more days...

Humor

2008-02-24T10:16:00.000-08:00

Check This Out...kids Praying...

Cute kan....

Now..watch this one...

tulah...kang dah seng2 kain jubah..

Driving

2008-02-11T00:31:00.000-08:00

Yeesa!!!! Finally i know e difference betweeen parallel and who-knows-what...

Weekend

2008-02-10T08:25:00.000-08:00

This is my 1st day off after a week of 12 hrs non-stop-heat, back-to-back from werking...so tired n restless..
BUT..
looked at the bright-side...im earning more than last month....ALHAMDULILLAH..it paid off..
ANYWAY..
its a funny thing if u have nuthing to do after been bz from day to day coz u have nuthing to look forward to...
Thought of going trekking today but my uncle was transfer to ICU..and thought of visiting him but the only form of transportation available was the motor n so my dad n mum went..

The whole day i sat home eating and watching movie nn-stop...from National treasure to JUNO to atonement and to aya-shi-no-ceres(anime)...

then i slept...

Miftah called...

and asked if i can help him pick up a pair of nice shoes...

So...

then went out to meet miftah and danish..went shopping at Peninsular..For a min or so, i thought i was at myanmar...(I thought that was a place for MATS and PUNKs???) then we lepak at raffles city for awhile....I saw a man holding a newspaper,shielding his head from who-knows-what..Coz it was at night AND it wasn't raining...i remembered another incident when i saw a lady wearing shades at night..and again shielding from who-knows-what..

I actuali cant recall this Danish guy but we were frm the same lecture group and i even talked to him...(thats what he claims)he even said that i sat infront of him..

Guess i dont notice people like i thought i was...He remembered the time we had napfa test and he said he remmebred the looked i gave when doing sit-up.the cramp-face-hard-breathng looked..IT WAS FUNNY...

i was in the mood to do well..CONCENTRATE....

WADDAYA KNOW...

PEOPLE DONT TAKE ME SERIOUSLY when IM IN the MOOD..

Greetings

2008-01-31T15:40:00.000-08:00

The long greeting...

10 Minutes

2008-01-31T15:34:00.000-08:00

Wanna Share a clip with u guys. Enjoy!

10 minutes by Ahmed Imamovic. 1994. Sarajevo, Bosnia and Rome, Italy. How many different things can happen for only 10 Minutes. The film won the award for the best European short film in 2002.

This short film, as its title indicates lasts only 10 minutes, but it tells a much longer story which unravels only in our imagination upon seeing the end of the film. While 10 minutes in someone's life mean nothing, they can be fatal in another: a boy and his loving family, tragedy in a war-torn city, death and destruction. All in just ten minutes. The film follows two simultaneous story lines: one set in Rome, and one in Sarajevo, in 1994, the worst time of the war in Bosnia. Although the Rome part was not filmed on the original location, that does not take away anything from the quality of the film, it was just a symbolic element anyway. Cast is great, story is very compact and well written, direction dynamic and precise. There is nothing out of place in the film: well structured, stripped of false pathos, realistic, it is very straight forward. In other words, this is a jewel of a film, and it was not by chance that it won the award for the best European short film in 2002. 10 minutes for me is definitely one of the most moving and powerful films about wartime Sarajevo. Behind the scene: I read that the director Ahmed Imamovic, in search of Japanese for the role of the tourist, had to go to the Japanese Embassy in Sarajevo and ask one of the staff to perform in the film. Luckily for the director, the Embassy allowed one of their employees to star in the film.

The story tells how SERBS have killed civils, old people and children!

A New Year,Another Adventure,Greater Challenge

2008-01-23T22:16:00.000-08:00

Helo blog...long time no see..almost wanna give u away but at the end still keep u...
Alot of things happened 2 me while i was "away"/ hiatus...miss me???wooHooooo....

wanna share a lill thing...sumthing about me..an improved version of me...I KNOW HOW TO CYCLE!!!....woohoooo...

Three Cheers..n Three Cheers..n Three Cheers for ME!!!!!

hey!its hard to pluck up the courage again after u fell into a longkang tat u consider it deep!..hahahah..and i cycle before midnite till subur...woooHoooo!!!

anyway,nurul came across this video..and shared with me..its from the NUSMS cycling trip that i recently participated...

Looney Tunes

Popeye

Captain planet

Imformation to share
Most of the time, i was left alone to cycle..and got to know that one of the faci..azhar used 2 be an SP climber..and now in NUS..and most important information, me, mar n nurul were the only werking adults...

muahahahahha

pics to share...

ANd almost forgot...happy belated Bdae to me!!!
and thanks to all my frenz who remmbered my bdae *and to those who just rmmbered after came across this little post*
thanks for the wish..i would like to wish all the best to everyone..for a good brighter future ahead..and may good fortune befalls all of u.....

Killer Heels

2007-10-22T15:45:00.000-07:00

Those who like to wear killer Heels..Run in then...Especially this Occassion..
Merry Raya!

p/s i dont think i can run that fast...with heels...i rather stay barefoot!

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri

2007-10-14T16:19:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all My Dearest frenz...
Salah silap, harap dimaaf....

Saw this on youtube...and thought wanna share with u guys...

Family Phots Up...

This is the Baju Tat i wore for Jalan Raye...the Baju my bro claims to be Mcm Minah KAMPONgzzZZzzZZZ

The Guys...

The Ladies

DUIT RAYA/Ang PAO..
Receiving
Next Year, im officially in my adulthood coz this i got my last Ang Pao from my family...My own Family...
Giving
I remembered Kak Julie and Nurul asking me if i wanna start giving angPao to Kids..and im like..ntah ehk..tak tau la......The Truth is..i dont wanna part with my mONEY!!!!!!! ($_$)
But after talking thru and thinking..i decided 2 give..and also after remmbering abook i came across that says how Phrophet Muhammad s.a.w loves children and making them happy...Give money=happy children..talking thru experience
Its my 1st time experience giving Angpao to kids...(And adults)its very painful when u are parting with your hard earn money..but then u need 2 remember...DUIT..maner2 Bleh Cari....Betol tak??but the feeling of giving money once a year is really once a year..

23rd Ramadhan

2007-10-05T14:55:00.001-07:00

Break fast at home and had my dinner with Nurul and Hidayah..
Went Qiyam at Istiqamah with Nurul and saw Aina with her mum when we went for Sahur...
Then in the morning went for my second drving class...So Guess what???!!!! Im on the road!!! But with my driving instrutor beside me..Gabra la babe..sooooOoooo Many vehicle..i didnt even see my side mirrors..i basically had my both eyes on the road infront of me..
Then werk..
Tiring................
But just now, me and my bro went back home for our sahur..And my presence actually woke up the whole neighbourhood..ahahhahaa..exagerating..hahhaaaha..
ASSALAMMUALAIKUM!!!!...like the annual Raya visit..but my mum just woke up..Sooooo i help her with the food....*Anak Contoh*:)
Soooo are u people ready for Aidil Fitri???!!!
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I have not even started on my Raye cookies..
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Theory Nurilhansiz..(Bleh pakai??)

2007-10-02T12:55:00.000-07:00

Gerlfriends-If u think that i dont care for your feeling...u r wrong.. i really do..and..i really do care what u think also...

And

Guyfriends..if u think that i dont care..u r rite..i dont care about ur feelings..But i really care about what u think!

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Are two sets of different things..Comes either one after another..simultaneously...or just one itself...

scenario..
-u think then u feel-
-u feel then u think-
-u just feel-
-u just think-
-u feel & think at the same time-

thats why we human are born with akal and nafs

We should Balance them...

Above scenarios gives different outcome
So if u choose to ACT out the above feely/thinky thing...Choose wisely...

From those situations above...
Oooooo Boy..i just learnt the hard way...
From this day onward...im gonna try to make things right for myself..
Like i said..i cared what gerls feel and think..one way or another..it does affect me...Can say it good..can say its bad..
SESungguhnyer aku mencari keredhaan dari Allah...

There is something about something

2007-10-02T04:30:00.000-07:00

Food
Curry Puff and Donut. That was what i am having rite now for sahur..not forgetting 2 pieces of Dates..
Mcm sikit kn?? untok org yg selalu makan besar sikitla...but orng mcm aku, asik tagak air je..kenyang babe...

I just realise something!
i spent almost 75% of my life outside of home ever since i started werking nite team..and my nite team falls on Rahmadan...for this past Rahmadan, i hav not yet visit any mosque/void deck for my terawihs..For the past 17 days, i been having my terawih at werk/home...

I find werking life miserable if i dont planned..!Cant meet friends..cant meet friends..and cant meet friends..MOST of all..i cant spend my days with my family members...!

BUT alhamdulillah...sometimes i do spent my break fast eating my mum home cook food..
Alhamdullillah...

Something that i need 2 do...long time ago...
So for now im gonna plan my future..what im gonna be doing for my next 10 yrs..next 5 yrs..next 1 yr..next 6 month..next month..and next week..these are the small goals that i have to reach..

Abstain
and im finding hard to keep away from my KEYPo-ness..! mcm dah sebati gitu dekat aku..sheeshhh..im trying Okie...(Abstain...)

Book Review
Last weeks ago, i bought a book..AYAT-AYAT CINTA..written by an Indonesian author Habiburrahman el-Shirazy a.k.a Kang Abik(Al-azhar Graduate) Its not just a novel about love between humans..but also the bond that we build with our creature..
Strongly recommend..BTW..this book was written abut 2 years ago..and dah sampai NYC dah pon...

DRAMA
Basically my life is full of drama-mamas...i myself sumthing cant help but to put on an act...(Bukan aku ni seorang munafik..tapi entahla.....)
Anyways..for those of u who giler2kan HEROES..season 2 is OUT..go watch it!

Photos
You guys need 2 wait a bit longer fr photos from me aight!..hehheeee

The Night of Power(ARE WE READY FOR THIS??)

2007-09-30T13:46:00.000-07:00

LAYLAT AL-QADR
The literal meaning is "the night of decree", "the night of measure" and "the night of value", sometimes, also translated as "the night of power". The worship and works of this night carry more value than the worship and works of one-thousand months. This is the night when angels descend with the decree of Allah. This night may be any of the odd nights of Ramadan during the last ten days, meaning, Laylatul Qadr may be the 21st or 23rd or 25th or 27th or 29th night of Ramadan. Some Muslims celebrate only on the 27th night and by doing so they may be missing the real Laylat al-Qadr. During these nights, Some Muslims stay awake all night reading and studying the Quraan, listening to religious addresses and performing Salaat. They go home for the pre-dawn meal to prepare for the fast; naturally, they need to sleep the next day.

21st to 30th Night of Ramadhan-Ul-Mubarak to avoid misjudgment of Laitlat-Ul-Qadr

Offer Minimum 2 cycles of ritual prayer (rakaat), between Ishaa and Fajir Salaat, preferable last part of night.
In each Rakaat, after Surah FATIHA, recite Surah QADR once and Surah IKHLAS three times.

After completion of this Salaat, recite Quraan and ask for forgiveness.

I'TEKAAF
Some Muslims take time off from their work for the entire last ten days of Ramadan and stay in the Masjid, day and night, until the end of Ramadan. This is called I'tikaf or isolation from the worldly affairs. Those who are in I'tikaf are allowed to go out for necessities only, such as for food and to use the bathroom and shower, if not found within the mosque area.

noor-e-islaam

Encounter with Him...

2007-09-30T13:34:00.000-07:00

My first encounter with my DRIVING INSTRUCTOR was okie...
he brought me to his circuit which was behind LENTOR condo..and i almost spoilt his car!

1st 20min he was yacking away..saying that he will only take certain student(he choose student not student choose him)...so he said "When i send out 10 for TP..8 off them pass.Last month i send 10..all pass! last week, i send also but 1 fail.."
soo aper lagi, angkat him sommore..i said to him "Wahh..like that i luckly lah to have u as my instructor.."..

just 1st lesson, he thought me how
1.control steering
2.control speed
3.turn right
4.turn left
5.change gear
6.brake
7.u-turn
8.stop
9.the signal thingy
10.ON the freaking engine!

So since im a 1st timer, he told me that i have to complete 20 lesson...
soooo okiela..

then the part when i almost spoil his car is when i make the u-turn..hit a kerb..and he make that muke tempeh basi...and bising also..

So yeap..that was my 1st encounter..cant remember much...hopefully i wont forget all the lesson that i learnt so far...and Alhamdulillah...im gonna see him this next week!

THE CALL!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-26T01:50:00.000-07:00

`take a lokk at my gerlfriend,well shes the only one i got_padadaP...`(Ringtone)

I answered..
* TOL-The Other line
ME: Helo
TOL:Helo
Akward Silence..
ME: Is this Mr Neo?
TOL: Yes..Yes..This Mr Neo.
ME: OK..im hawanis
TOL: Ya Ya..
ME: u are my driving instructor right?
TOL: Yes..yes
ME:OK...So when should i see u?
TOL:WHere u stay??
ME: Yishun?
Akward SIlence..Again
TOL:U got ur PDL??
ME:Yes...
TOL: See u on Saturdae..U noe YCK??? u noe??
ME: Yes...
ME:OK..Saturday..what time?
TOL:What time arh...4PM..
ME:ok..so i will see on Saturday, 4PM..need to bring anything??
TOL: Your 1st time taking arh??
ME: Yes
TOL:Bring ur PDL..
ME: thats all???just my PDL??
TOL: Yes..
ME:Money??
TOL: Of COURSE la...
ME: (-_-")
ME:How much??
TOL: Bring like $80..Later io count for u..
ME: OK so see u on Saturday..Bubye..
TOL:Bye...
CLICK!

Teary night

2007-09-22T13:16:00.000-07:00

Touching stories i want to share with you bloghoppers...

1st story-about 6 ladies who became muslim sisters..(This Video made me almost to tears...)Click Here!

2nd story- is about Ummi(Mother)These had my tears rolling...
Click Here!
Please..treasure mother while they are still around...Ibu...i Love u sooooOooooo much...

3rd story-about sudden death among soccer players(These had my tears streaming like waterfall...)
Click Here!

"We are nothing, everything is in ALLAH's hand." SL

I am older by a day...
My life is also shorten by a day..
My life is a Quest..
My life is a Journey..
My life is about Options...
LaillahaillAllah..
Muhammadarasullullah..
Thats the Kalimah i want to recite on my last breath
Ooo Allah..
Guide me to the right path..
Guide me to the right direction..
Guide me to make the right choice..
Oo Allah..
Where ever the quest ends..
Where ever the journey brings..
Which ever option i take..
LaillahailAllah..
Muhammadarasullullah..
Thats the Kalimah i want to recite on my last breath

Let me die in Iman...

Hawanis

I think

2007-09-15T12:07:00.000-07:00

I think i wanna be a super-person

Who is good at every single thing..
Can Fix the house...
Can Fix meals...

Who is particularly good at everything..

BUT we are...
We are almost Perfect...

O o
X

How i remember my September 11?

2007-09-11T08:28:00.000-07:00

i Passsed my FTT!!! Alhamdulillah......
=)

Anak Watan

2007-09-06T08:44:00.000-07:00

Watched anak Watan just Now... and still, IM PRETTY impressed with ART Fazil...

Reporter: Adakah identiti melayu terjejas biler tinggal berjauhan?
ART Fazil: Melayu tetap melayu...kalau Rambut di colorkan Blonde pon tetap melayu..

Reporter:Apekah saingan amat senget di perindustrian musik di sane?
ART FAzil: Kiter disini ingin berinteraksi dengan pemain musik yg lain..Bergaul..kalau nak Popular, duduk di Singapura, Malaysia..

Arh...ART Fazil...still so suave in his 30s....still the Charisma........Sigh...

Watever it is, Im loving it!

He knows what he wants. And what he wants is to share the experience with other fellow musician and not gaining Popularity.
As for me, what i want is a rich Husband..HAH!!!! Tis gerl wanna rich Husband??!!!!!! MAK Kau..tak senonoh sak ni budak!

Nolah..what i really WANT is to travel..Gaining experience and live life in a different atmosphere..Berlin...Dubai..London..Syria...Jordan..These are some of the places that i wanna go..

I remembered the talk that CC had with Doctor Yacoob Ibrahim...i remembered voicing out an opinion regarding Merantau..we Youngster would love the opportunity to travel and he ask me this one thing..
Doc: Dah tanye Ibu Bapa anda?*jokingly*
Me:(@_@) harapan ku kian musnaH......

But after i got home..I went strait to my mum and asked her..AND SHE said YES!!!!!

InsyaAllah..Rezki ader dimane2..inikan bumi Allah... =)

Well anyway..just gottn back from Kayakkingg..Fuhhh..tiring man...melawan ombak yg ganas...hehhehehe...well so happY..me and Mardh went to Changi..just the 2 of us sey..and we didnt pay a single dime coz we used up the 20 buckeroos voucher..Yipeee...Sooosooooo Happy!!!

Penat memanglah penat but the Fun,enjoyment and Kepuasan..takder tolak Bandingan nyer..

September Babies

2007-09-05T13:14:00.000-07:00

Morning everyone..!

About the topic on Babies...Sept babies...ALOT...!!!
just this month, my sis and her daughter is celebrating their bdaes..Hidayah and Andri and Sis Fizah from NI also are celebrating their bdaes (4th Sept)..and this Saturdae is Hazwani Bdae..3rd Sept is Jasmine..Debbie also this month...and Liyana and my secondary scool mate also..
WOW...babies...

Another Birth= Another Death

More Babies and more death....

Im just Sad to see my friends who are Dunia-Worshipper....Pray that they will see the light before the dark sees them...Ya Allah...Ampunilah hambe mu yg dhaif ini..

Yan's Dad Just Passed Away...Pray that her family can pull through in this difficult time...Qada' & Qadar...

Guess what!!!!???

I bought a bag!....Woohooooo....Timbuk2..heard of it????well anyway..i love my bag...but feel sad though coz due to my reckless-ness, i lost one of its reflector...

Btw..me and nurul bought the same bag..hers was extra-small..mine is just small...but the small size can fit a lappy..

Timbuk-timbuk..hhheheheheee

Mine and hers are custOm made..THERE IS NO OTHER DESIGN LIKE US IN SINGAPORE ANYMORE..AND AS FOR HERS, THAT IS THE ONLY SIZE AVAILABLE IN SINGAPORE...SO AS TO SAY THERE IS NO MORE EXTRA SMALL TIMBUK2!

saw these watches Yesterday after movie with Syaz...
Tangan Gatal woooooo..BUT tak Bleh GArok coz KAK JULIE bought ADIDAS watches for me and Nurul....!

Suke ader kakak banyak2....hehheehe

my bag..and i love it......

the interior..not much compartment...WAIT!

Jeng Jeng Jeng!

Ta Daaa!!!!!

Today will be another DAY..!!!!Another Adventure...

Snoring

2007-09-03T13:24:00.000-07:00

Geesss...somebody is snoring in the office..

0424am

Amazing Facts

2007-09-03T12:22:00.000-07:00

Saturday.......There...
It was the Most AMazing Event...Amazing Race....Kewl...we got 1st la babe....
Won 80 bucks Voucher frm MPH and Splits to 4 lorr....
Its at Sentosa btw

"Aperkah perasaan anda biler menang???!"
"Mestilah Over the Moon kn???Kn???..."

Then aper lagi..amekk la..gambar Glam...kekkeeeee

Ummm...No comment la kn..

When Belo-ness becomes Bold..

Our LEader..Mardh

Zaky...Our Road Man

me...

And Remy Doing his Best for the Team..

Without the 3 of them, the RED Squad wouldnt make this FAR...kewllnesss...

Sum survey i took!

2007-09-03T11:14:00.000-07:00

FOODOLOGY

Q: Favorite fast food restaurant?
. MAc Donald..for its Super Phaweerrr Mac Spicy..

Q: Favorite sit-down restaurant?
. Ntah ehk..kedai mamak kot

Q: How much tip do you leave?
. i dont tip!

Q: Something you could eat for two
weeks and not get sick of it?
. Gavotttes

Q: Pizza toppings of choice?
. Pepper chicken kot..

Q: What do you like on your toast?
. Butter and Gule...and toast it...YUMMY!

BIOLOGY

Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
. Right rite??

Q: Have you ever had anything removed
from your body?
. Removed..u mean like Permanantly???!!!! Nooooooo

Q: A heavy item you last lifted?
. My stomach

Q: Have you ever been unconscious?
. Other then sleeps..nope!

BULLCRAPOLOGY

Q: If it were possible, would you want
to know the day you were going to die?
. There is a possibily tat i might die..anytime..

Q: If you could change your name, what
would you change it to?
. Britney Spears..hheehe...tak la..Alhamdulillah i love my name..

Q: What color looks best on you?
. Earth Color...aku kn step orng KAYA..

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food
item by mistake?
. Nola...gue bukannya sinting

Q: Have you ever saved someone's life?
. Worst scenario....wipe of blood gushing from head...Hanye ALLAH saje yg tahu..

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
. Yes...biler basikalku masok longkang...and aku cakap..*i cant swim!!*..sayang korang!

DAREOLOGY

Q: Would you kiss a member of the same
sex for $100?
. on the cheek?can....

Q: Would you allow one of your little
fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
. Nope...i selling my BOODyyyyy PART

Q: Would you never blog again for
$50,000?
. Sure..no prob..

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of
hot sauce for $1000?
. i dont have a strong tounge

Q: Would you take someone's life for
$1,000,000?
.no...

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
. No pocket

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite a good movie?
. wat???the huh??

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
. hehehe..

Q: How many flip flops do you own?
. i wore my flip flos until season...now no flip flops..im waiting for my sandlas to retire

Q: What would you be when you grow up?
. Physcologist..lemme study KEwarasan hang..

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 6?
. Ilhan Mansiz

LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
. they are called human...and meaning by that i have a lot of Friends...

Q: Last person who called you?
. Abg fadhil

Q: Person you hugged?
. People..yg muhrim la..

Q: Person you kissed?
. my cute niece..kan farah kn??

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
. Yes..there is hole in my heart...CHEH!!!!!hehhehe..no la....

Q: Mood?
. Lemme dance!!

Q: Listening to?
. the monitor....speaker...

Q: Watching?
. the screen la...

Q: Worrying about?
. My future...donno if im gonna live till 2moro...GOD noes..

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
. im at werk rite now...after this will be home..

Q: What can you not wait to do?
. Adventure...Elt me go BAck Packing...

Q: Do you smile often?
- Yes...org kater aku Garang sangat...Roarrrrrrr..

Q: Are you a friendly person?
. Yes2!...hehhee......i donn noe

Weekend Gateway (Over)

2007-08-29T13:24:00.000-07:00

Im BACK!

And there is no place like home...I Love Singapore...MUACKKS!

On mua last post,mua rite about the plans that mua gonna be doing...

Sooo mua pics during Paintball

Like they say..all for 1..1 for all..
So i have to share my ammo with my team mate

Everyone..Deport to Your Position!

And I got a few souvenirs..Bruise arms, legs and back..Ouch..
apart from 'smelling-like-a-cow-from-combat-battle-with-the-kambing-from-greenland',
kena scold by my sis
"Ni aper nie???tau nak keluar pegi holidae, beh pi masok bende tak tentu arah..."
yada..yada...

Satuday
arrived Budget airline after having post-lunch combo with pre-dinner at Changi Village..had ayam penyet btw
Got inside the airplane..n ZUP!!! i fell asleep...so i didnt really feel the take off part..it was time consuming..i awoke when we were alreadi at Krabi..and the plane was circulating at KRABI airspace or sumtin like tat..it was MASYAALLAH!!!!..
saw the sunset...it was beautiful..wanted to take a photo of it but the plane was abt to land so didnt gt to take a photo..

A lil fact abt KRABI..60% of its population are MUSLIMS!!! soo its not really hard for u to find any halal food..expensive food might not b halal egs MAC donald..THEY SELL PORKY u NOE...
and so we ate at the gerai-tepi-jalan

and if u wanna taste real tomyam...GO THAILAND

beca/scooter/taxi..

WE lodge in at LAPLAYA Hotel..
The hotel is really..really inside of unfinished building..from really really outside, it look like lorong2..understand..?

view from hotel

still eligible becholer

action only

Sunday
We went to four small islands near KRABI island..It took half a day tour..BUT it seems forever to finish..mayb lack of rest...ad plus the sea sick...

1st stop island

a school of fish! cool

2nd stop

snorkling place

I cant remmber the three island tat i went but i remmbered the last island name, Chicken Island..

our tour guide

leopard style swim...*tats a joke*

u seen it..Its hazardous

siblings+niece n nephew snapshot

free momma free!!!!!weeeee!!!

lost??!!

Pelarian??!! Nolah...just sum island hoppers..hahha..nolahh..they are just crossing to the next island...air ceteK babe!!

Our Boat

tiny people big cave

At nite, went out to eat again plus shopping...but didnt find anything tats atttractive..Guess WHO i SAW???!!!

Nahh...not sum one i noe..but someone i saw..on tv..u guys watched spell cast??
the Host..forgot his name BUT i saw him with either his GF or wife...coz they were holding hands..Obviously not siblings rite??

our dinner

soap carving

Monday
WEnt for Breakfast in the morning..ate coco crunch..Packed up and head to Phuket which is a 3hr Journey from Krabi..

EATERY
Arrived..wen shopping..ate at ALI BABA restaurant..and its freaking expensive..my own mee kwuay teow goreng looks like a typical sayur campur...muahahaha
one advice..if u go into an indian restaurant..eat what they cook best,which is indian cuisine...be it mee goreng mamak or rojak mamak...as long as there is a mamak behind it..trust me..

ALI BABA

Fish Briyani

StarBuck

Reminded me of Bugis Junction

THE PEOPLE
Shopping..people over there thinks tat u are frm MALAYsia...the shop owner..
tehy will go like
them: Heloo my frend! u from MAlaysia??APA KABAK??!!
u:Yeah from malaysia
them:whch part of MALAYASIA??
u:Ooo johor BAHRu
them:ooo..my frend..loook arnd..come inside..good price
u:errrr

My first bargaining Experience Alone
i was desparate to get a pull over or sum sort of sweater..impulse shopping..but cant seem to find any nice once..then saw these DIESEL sweater with hood..nampak sangt bedek!imitation-but WAt the hack*
Owner:heloo madam come2...
me:how much?
Owner taking out calculator..-punching sum numbers-*650 baht*
me:very expensive!
Owner:Okok..u show me ur price
-me punching numbers-*200 baht*
Owner:*shaking head* aiyoo madam..these is good quality..okok i give u good price
-Owner punching numbers-*480 baht*
me:no...cannot..ok last price i give -punching numbers-*250 baht*
Owner:Cannot madam..punching numbers*360 baht*..
me: cannotla...nevermine..-walking-
Owner:okok mdm..show me ur good price..
me:same-punchinng numbers-250baht-
Owner:madam..cannoot like that..u happy i also happy
me:nevermine like that..-walking out-
Owner: ok madam..ur price..ur price..
me: =)

the Lodge
We stayed at Burasari Hotel whre famous cheft keith Floyd open up his restaurant.

meet HIM NOW!!

Heaven on Earth..Clarinity..Serenity..Peace...

Patong beach is beautiful...

MasyaAllah...Thats explains the feeling..

U see more foreingers than local...and the local are more of Bangladeshi decendant than Thai's..

Tuesday
It was time to say good bye Phuket..another 3 hrs long journey back to Krabi..

At Krabi Airport

It was a very memorable and very short trip...alot of activities can be plan and execute..only time.........
AND guess who i saw..TAKING the SAME Flight back home????!!!
The host from SPELL CAST! hah!! WHAT a small Asia......

Hey..wanna go Iran next?? It will b fun..

Weekend Here i come....

2007-08-24T13:20:00.000-07:00

Hi all

25/08/2007
0429am

Im Bloggong
At werk
Yeap..u read it correctly..im at werk in the weeeeeeeee hours..huahuahua
Im sooo
sleepy but i still could not sleep
Nahh..my eyes cant shut!
well it could but only for a few seconds..

My sleepy eyes..

Mayb becoz im excited for tdae event..and guess what..im counting Down to KRABI!!!!!!
12HRS more to go!!!!
Yahooo...\m/
im darn excited...

last week..friday! me, mar n hazwani went to see the firewerks @ the esplanade...Cool pics!
Wanna nooe how 'gelojoh' i was??
i was holding the D400 canon camera(snapping) on my right hand..my sony erricson hp on my left hand(video shot)..and my eyes were looking through between these two gadget..once the firewerks Burst its light,my right hand(index finger) keep clicking the camera..man....that moment was 'suke-hati-aku-buat-muke-due-posen'..

one of the pics

It wont be an outing w/o a toilette-me-pic

One of the pose recommended by the GURU

im Just Following the Lead

That is Faaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......

We call it a nite

saturdae
me,my bro and my nephew went to Climb adventure..too loosen up some muscles..hahhaa
i felt like a tyre kena expand..Ouch! FOR THE REST 5 DAES..I WAS HAVING BODY ACHES..
met mardhiah(planned),komeng,berok and sahibul(unplanned)! well on tat dae was berok bdae..so..i wished him.(what do u think i could do the least?)..

tak tnggi tuuuu......

Mondae
The new guy came to our lab..Lemme introduce u to him..he is shafiq..cumming 22 this dec..Ahhh hah!!!! get it??...he is 22..means.....IM STILL THE YOUNGEST!!!!!huuurray! he is OK..over all...im not that kam-cheng-ho yet with him..but kak julie n nurul dah break the ice with him..hahah..takper2..with the makciks around me, im sure will get the correct info..

So..on wednesdaewent to climbing(well that was what me n mardh thought what our activity will b like)..and then we went shopping @ mustafa..walk2...to masjid sultan...shopped again..went to bugis and shopped again..
Mardh..if u r reading this, you noe that whenever u said its OK..i take it!!!
and it left a hole..somewhere in one of my pockets..
I bought iron..i bought kain for my jubah..*kain je...baju tu ntah biler nak buat*

and fridae i stayed home..bake a cake..(luckily i saved some for werk coz when i left home arnd 7.20pm, tinggal habok je..)
tompang my bro..Ooppss..my bro tompang me...almost langgar a lori..sudden slow saK..(alhamdulillah aku tak tercampak!)
arrived to werk..kak julie,nurul,shafiq & KS were still at werk..

And now im counting down...bath leave werk..go for PAINTBALL!!!!!

there is a paintball taurnament by seagate Tech..@ OCC..i paid 5 bucks for it..20 bucks per team..

Sooo Today Plan is..
0600hrs will finish bathing
0630hrs will leave company
0700hrs will have breakfast with Nurul @ MAc
0810hrs will leave Yishun MRT station
1500hrs will leave OCC
1700hrs will leave Singapore

and gang..wish me a safe trip to KRABI..(gosh my first flight...sOOooOoooo jakon)

25/08/2007
0505HRS
Signing Off

Photoshop

2007-08-16T20:16:00.001-07:00

Hav u seen my latest edited pic @ friendster..the one i already deleted la...

funny rite the pic...

Tryin my best to be a picture-edit-or

Gonna be watchin Firework tonite..

C ya..to those who is gonna go espalanade today!

Labels:Firework, Picture

Last Week(Which was suppused to be Last 1 1/2 weeK)

2007-08-13T05:19:00.000-07:00

This time around, im gonna blog about frenz,family...gathering, celebration and more of gathering.

My friend, Khadijah arrived safely to Syria last Wednesday..Sis Fiza n Saqinah held the last gathering..So the people from NYPMS n Nurikhwan(TP) came down to have dinner @ Sakura..

Then on Thursday, 9 August 2007..(ring a BELL??)
NATIONAL DAY la.....while people were busy trying to get a place/chopping for a place around The Esplanade/Merlion/Oriental Hotel and -many other place-, me and my fimaly had a mini celebration to celebrate my Big Bro and sis bdae..
Their Bdae falls on National day...Yeah, that wat they call GOOd-BABy-PlanninG..

Then on Fridae, it was sis khadijah's flight to Syria..didnt get to sent her off though

On Saturday, went to meet the buddies...went to Anatolia Turkish Restaurant to had our dinner...

People who were there

Nurul

Karmila

Hidayah

Miftah

Zaki

Faizal & (Huda)Gf

ANd i love the pic i took with Hidayah at the Toilet...

btw..DID U WATCHED THE hONOUR & pASSION 2DAE???THE PART WHERE Wenwei got drunk by just eating ice cream from BEn & Jerry...people...im not sure if Ben Jerry is edible for us Muslim to eat..

and Psst...we saw marie chia road show and saw freaking super slim people dance..

Should asked my niece...she is waAAAaaaaay Better then them!

Labels:Friends, Family, MArie Chia

Updated

2007-08-02T23:19:00.000-07:00

HI all...

Once again me...nurilhansiz...blog again about another boring adventure for today..
Aniwae i finaly found my hp bill...and wanna c how much i spend on just bill last month??

can u see??

how bout tat??

soo..can u see...how boring my life is..??
No out going calls and such for the past last month...WOW...un believeble...
i think i should get a prepaid card..since i dont use my 1000 free sms...and i dont really call people..

I only called when its a SOS emergency
Emergency..
msg when its emergency..
soo wat im trying to say was...There were no emergency cases last month!

Apart from that...last Sat, me and nurul went out to mac at admiralty for our lunch..
there was a joke la while ordering the food but im not gonna elaborate on that..ITS sooo embaressing!
We ordered MacSpicy meal and i said..."extra veggie for one of it okie.."

sooo yah..there came the food..wanna see nurul's mac spicy??

wanna see mine??
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like they say bahase menunjukkn bangse..
urgh!

then me n nurul see stars.....@ merlion

Maaannnnyyy people were there...

It was beutiful...beyond imagination

look at e moon..it was like a cherry ontop of an ice-cream..

and we met nurul's frend who is a bit like Wolverine..he claims that he has similarities..

its not tat he looks all like him..

just that he is urmmm.....NOT GONNA TELL U GUYS!

then i remmbered me and rushydiah went out!...

it was dark though and we saw "gerls" trying their luck on getting customers..
You should see guys looking at "her"..
the expressions..you noe..when u see a gerl wearing skimpy and tring their luck on foreigners..
you will see the jaw dropped

the eyes out of socket

and today...
im planning to stay home...
seriously im soooo stuck!
i wanna help
cant sleep well yesterday...
did we make the wrong move..
i need to take a step back..and turn back..or start it fresh..

and alhamdulillah Seri madona got the interview today..Best of luck!

p.s: *kak julia n nurul* its not tat i don wanna update my blog...i dont have enough resources to update it..tats all

labels: bills,frenz,worries,food,UPDATES

Tropical

2007-07-25T19:37:00.000-07:00

Ate tropical fruits Yesterday......Ummmmmmmm...Ummmmmm...Sooo Yummy!!!!

After werk, me and the gerls(nurul, kak julia, annie & suhtwe) went admiralty ...bought Otah2, Putuh PIring, Durians and Mangosteen...
Ummmmm...UUmmmmmmm...YUMMY!

BUT unluckily...there were some Worm..2 worms...

LUckily i LOOK what i eat..if NOT...aiyooooooo..*the worms might be crawling inside my throat and them become pupa..and then might be flying out of my nose in a few weeks time*-dont wanna think about it!

The weather is kinda good for sleeping but been waking uP early every morning..
Tropical climate..tats what i like about it.
And its my 4th day of werking shift and my 2nd day of having off...not much to do and alhamdulillah im stress-free today...NO worries

well aniwae..been burping durian since yesterday...

BURP!

just to make my DAY

2007-07-24T16:26:00.000-07:00

What the hoots..i felt grumpy...just to make my day..

The ROad to Guantanamo

2007-07-23T21:11:00.000-07:00

Have u guys watched this film/documentary/drama??
Its about three guys actually four guys from Tipton, Birmingham, England.
munir,asif iqbal,ruhel & shafiq was otw to Pakistan. It was 2001. Asif gone to Pakistan to find himself a bride and the other three joined him to celebrate the happy occasion. Then they wanted to visit afganistan after hearing an old man talking to the crowd on how young people should help people in Afganistan. It was a nightmare to them and they decided to come back to pakistan..While they were otw back, Munir got seperated from the group and they never get to seee him again. The Journey to Guantanamo started after they were caught by the US militant
It was a Sad Journey

As Quated by Bush

""Remember these are the ones in Guantanamo Bay are killers. They are eh,don't share the same values that we share."

I was cursing throughout the documentary. How can they treat these people with such cruelty?
telling them what they are not..
Acusing them of what is not true.
Gosh watching the documentary is really a heart breaker..

Seeing the US militants cursing innocent people..Tossing Quran as if its just some dirty clothing..
Beating those detainess up..not letting them pray..
As quoted by one of the soldiers "Hey F*** stick!Quit Praying!" "Hey!Stop Praying!"
And he walked off..bringing back 5 other soldiers and held him down..Their job is to SECURE those detainees
ALL HE DID WAS JUST PRAYING!!!
"What are you doing?Hey??!!! You pray like a muslim? What the hell you doing? I thought you were Brit? What about your queen?"

all this happened while they were in a small cell..and in the cell, there were 2 pails of water..One is for drinking and the other is for peeing..

what a life!

btw this movie is NC-16 rated in singapore and is BANNed in MAlaysia..

Just another Boring day

2007-07-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hi all!

Its another day at werk again...Registration for Marathon by Standard Charted is Officially and i wanted to JOIN..LOOKING and Calling Out for KAKIs....

Just Got back from werk and singgah Coffee bean for some drink..Me and Nurul(kak julie on leave) went to singgah Asyafaah Mosque for our Mahgrib and Isya prayers..

Just printed my photos during graduation and i ahve alot of repeated photos....soo yah im gonna b a kind person and give out some of the pics to my frenz with no extra charges..!

i have been thinking lately.....Alot of question been running...
In this small brain of mine..and with this small heart of mine...
Am i gonna live up until i see Rahmadan...? have i done alot to improve myself...?

Come to think of it...i done...less..
been enjoying myself lately.....
I need to slow down..just a bit...to make rooms for some soul serching...

i missed school...really...i really do...when i have KAKIs to doo ALL the fun stuff...

Oo brother!

2007-07-15T14:44:00.001-07:00

Yesterday evening before performing my asar prayer, i saw something on the tv. Its actually more like someone...KAK Julie...u cheated me....!!!!
I saw INUL DARATISTA....
and she is sooooOoo Blonde and still healty kicking-gelekking...she is not yet Insaf...its the opposite of -just like what u told me..and sumore i saw it on the Indonesian Channeel...TVRI

My dear brother went to his frend's wedding AT THAILAND....freaking COOl...imagine..u went to the wedding reception and they will go like
"SAWADIKAP...krongtongsong piday blulbeh.."

Well another Story...Alhamdulillah my another brother got his chance to study Oversea..FULLY sponsored...ALhAMUDLILLAH...ALL PRAISE To ALLAH...
:)

During my weekend..i spend my Saturday OTing then Rushing to the Kenduri Arwah at evening which led me to be sooo freaking tired tat i slept in the car minding my OWN business.....Soooo aniway funny la..gt to see my relative...and my Aunty was said "ni nurul dulu suke mintak abang lan dukong" "betol...maseh ader lagi gambar dier mintak abg lan dokong" Wak..wat are u trying to doooooo??? and my mum said "yela tu kn dulu...takkan nak mintak dokong skarang...." HE-HE-HE*me with my fake smile*

As for me..im coping well with work..just that everyone at the lab is PISSED Off with this other person whose werking at the office...AND he-who-must-not-be-name is soooooo irritating la....

AND i just hpe tat my brother wont be going off during my holidae spent in KRABI...im gobnna b soOOoo Freaking SAd later....

SO whats Next??!

2007-07-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

Almost a month since i take care of my lil sumtin...
My baby blog la...
Aniwae...Guess wHaT people???!!!!!

Clue:07/04/07
*Nooooo...its not America's Indepence Day or wat Soever...*

ITS My graduation!!!!
And...
Im officially Out of school!!!!

tats me *F.Y.I*

Me and hidayah at vivo after graduation

Yahooooo???!!!
OKiela...
Still have the feeling of missing -my-books-and-sleeping-in-lecture-theater days..

How am my doin at werk??
Pretty fine...with these peple arnd me...i mean with my team people...Job is never boring*when in reality it is*..
Yes..when work comes there is bound to be politics..everywhere...gossips...yadayada..

Lets talk about marriage..

A frend of mine got married 2 days after our graduation..
and NO..they are not malays mind u....
they are normal Chinese peple..

Its soOOOooo sweeet...3 yrs of friendship...2years of Courtship..and now they are married...wow...

And Karmila..please dont drool....u have to wait for your turn...You can Hav ur turn WHEN u HAVE A BOYFRIEND...

in my guess..Hidayah gonna get married 1st..heheheh
then mayb Nurul..then KArmila ...and last is me..if im ever gonna fine the right person*chuckles*

You noe me...Im the type of person whose not gonna "langkah bendul" and betwn me n syaz...conferm syaz gonna get married 1st*InsyaAllah*..
and Betwn me,mardh &hazwani..conferm hazwani gonna get married 1st...BUT bet me and MADRh...cannot guess le...

BAck to Graduation..my bro bought a new Canon camera...and he freakin-donno-how-to-use-the-camera la...s almost of the pics is either blurr or to darK!!!...soo most of the precious moment tat was caught on the camera didnt came out gd...

my bro on the left was the cameraman..and on the right was the hanger man..

Me and the Boys fom ME0406

ala-ala Fantastic Four

us with the Org-Kuat-tulang-belakang

me and Apol

me and tiger

me and Alex

So The Graduation Mood contiues until Sunday...
We us..five of us went out to have our Post graduation Lunch..
Me,kArmila,apol,andrie and Nurul went to eat at Breeks and Chocolate Foundue

Us 5

Whats wif the faces babe??

waitin for Our Orders

Before..Clean andd Chic

After..WAt a MEss Man..

Our Stuff

me nurul and apol...

me and anndrie

apol is so like bapaK2...

me and karmila
Anh aPOl..if u are readin this, thnkz bro for the PART blanja ya....

ANd OOooo ya..almost Forget...Did i tell how much i love U guys???!!!!

So wahts next for US???
The future awaits us patiently and we are now making hasty decision...School again for me???insyaAllah...God..please..Stay beside me..
:)

Sori peeeps for late sending of photos yep...

P/S: Ooo Ya./..and if u realise..im the only *Uh hummm* Lady wearing Baju Kurung for graduation...striking lagi...huauahuauahuahua

Sayang Sayang

2007-06-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

sayang sayang aduhai sayang
adik bingung bertambah runsing
hendakku buang terasa sayang
sudah menjadi darah dan daging (2x)

aku bertemu dia sewaktu usiaku enam
pabila suria hidupku mula terbenam
dan kemana ku pergi dia ada disisi
seperti guru dia mengajaku berdikari
berkembang tiga saudaranya irama abangnya nada
semuanya datang darinya
memperluaskan cara ku memandang dunia
dari pekara yang jijik ke paling mulia
bersorak lantang atau bersopan santun
sesuai dengan imej nya semasa berpantun
kupinta janjinya jangan kita berakhir
dia tersenyum bila menjawab sambil bersyair

sayang sayang aduhai sayang
adik bingung bertambah runsing
hendakku buang terasa sayang
sudah menjadi darah dan daging (2x)

terus ke waktuku belia
persahabatan kita teguh terlihatlah air dan mulia
temannya bernama M.C ku diperkenalkan
yang berteman dengan mike yang ingin berkenalan
mereka berperang mengaju kata
bukan senjata,bukan senketa
hanya pendeta dan pendekar pena
bertukar kata susun rapi
seakan batu bata membina arca
untuk telinga bukanya mata
ku punya pilihan untuk menjadi mereka
mata melihat masa depan kini dan sejarah
dan sambil aku bersantai di pangkuannya
baruku sedar sifat dirinya yang sebenar

sayang sayang aduhai sayang
adik bingung bertambah runsing
hendakku buang terasa sayang
udah menjadi darah dan daging (2x)

sebabkan keluarga,kawan-kawan tak bersefahaman
tidak bersetuju bila cintaku berarah ke situ
kenal mereka tak mahu memerhati
yang istimewa pada dia yang menarik hati
jadiah orang sendiri
jangan terperangkap begini
tapi biarlah aku mengambil haluan ini
hanya dia namakan aku M.C
kami bertiga anggota yang akan kekal buat selamanya

kalau tuan memancing pintu
daun dedap di dalam perigi
kalau tuan kata ai begitu
alangkah sedap didalam hati

jadi kami terus bersama tanpa menghiraukan
pandangan meraka,peduli apa dirisaukan
dan hanya kerananya ku berjalan berani
namanya musik sehingga kini kami serasi

sayang sayang aduhai sayang
adik bingung bertambah runsing
hendakku bunag terasa sayang
sudah menjadi darah dan daging (2x)

So wat i think about this song...
its about frenz who became lovers..
and from lover..there came the UNBORN child....

COL huh..the song..
pay attention to the lyrics..
Its a story

Changes

2007-06-11T10:19:00.000-07:00

Me & kak JUlz went out to meet ATAp & Nurul...
Before tat ate Pizzas & Chicken from KFC & PIzzahut..
Celebrate Sindy Ong Bdae..it was nice lo...can still feel the food after 1am...
Met nurul at the company and we walked too admiralty and took train to AMK and met her at AMK HUB...GOT my jeans tailored*is there such word*..i try to stop my shopping until now...still have 20 more days to bear..OUCH!
went Mac for ATAps dinner...ramk mochacino tat makes me sleepy *eyes are still fresh after 1.30am* nurul drank himilayan tea and we, us at 20 piece of nuggets & apple crumbie..YUM!

feel so sensitive all of the sudden???!
then feel crappy all over...
feel tired...

the stupid things i did in the PAST...
wished i had been more wiser...
wished i had been more study-aholic
wished i had been stubborn with my standard...

ME now and ME past are the same people...
But ME now and ME past have different thinking..
different goals...*mayb new added goals*
different views

What for SURE..
Me now are much wiser than ME past..
BUT the childish-ness is still there

THE end...

Upload PIcs

2007-06-10T05:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae went shopping durng my lucnh break..
My Cmpany location->Admiralty
LunchBreak->Bishan!
i was pretty happy with wat i shopped!
I bought 2 pairs of Levi's jeans!!!!!!!!!!!
Huhuhuhuhu..and its not only me..Nurul and kak Julia also bought...
the three of us bought 2 pairs...
and we only shopped for bottom...the TOP??!! i guess yet to come..
Me..After a pretty hard day finding the correct jeans for myself..

Kak Julie and nurul and ME!

some randm pics durin ADC camp!

Celebrating my frenz bdae and our last dinner(flying back to Philipines Gilbert and mary)

Me & SYaz

Mar showing Attitude during AssyaKirin Family Dae

Me Nurul Kak Leng LEng & Atap

Me MAr & Haswani

And HIM

HAHAHHAHAHA..OKOK tats a joke...

Me & my frenz.......

AND today had my ADOBE Photoshop workshop...AND it was a blast..huhuhuu
well i gonna upload soon my ART WORK!

passion of writing

2007-06-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

*HAWANIS didnt update her blog for such along time

LIfes been a bLissed for her....

And her PC is unfortunately down at the moment...

and she has to sneak to her brothers room to use it...*

well anyway.....

i guessed im pretty much sucked at life for the time being..
Leng Leng Mok Julia a.k.a kak julia/Julz is gonna enter Seagate Idol this Fridae..well she got into top 8 a.k.a Finals..InsyaAllah she will conquer Seagate with her PhaaWEeeRRR Voice..

Pumpfest finals was last Sun..and i didnt get to watch coz mardh cant make it..and i alSO in the end cant amke it..coz my mums fren and my uncle held a wedding lunch..

we went to my mum's fren place..and she was like..."Yang ini Nurul eh???""Wah dah besar rupernyer..."*Like hellooo....i cant alwaes stay small if i wanted to rite??*

Then we went to my Uncles instant grandchildren wedding lunch...and guess wat..his grandchildren wedding was held for 3 days strait.REALLY???YES!!!REALLY!!!!
T-H-R-E-E D-A-Y-S!!!!!
and he said its just a simple wedding...i mean really..."S-I-M-P-L-E"
can u imagine urs????3 days???wow!!!

i dont tink i can hang out with my guy pals anymore though coz most of them are attached...HAAHAHAHHAHAHA...lame reason but really...

GOSH...been using the word really for almost every pharagraph...REALLY!!!

been trying to blog lately but seems didnt get the chance to do so..due to misusing of time management..

trying to get myself a bag..and i end up gettin myself a wallet and it cost me alot of buckeroos..one word ->BOMB!

FOR the time being, been watching JAPANESE drama..TAKUYA KIMURA..or kimura kimura like that..he is the new "ambassador of gabsy"..

A few of my frens gotten themselves in NS/going to..
ZAFIR
BEROK/HELMI
MAT ROCK/AZFAR
HAFIZ/KOMENG
ZAKI
NIZAM
and many others..GOOD luck in NS life...make us proud..

hmm should i count down for KRABI?? since its like really like 2 more month???
and nurul just gotten back from LNGKAWI..

THis girl really la..need some scoling..
go lankawi= 1000rm
come back=900rm
used=100RM..gosh gerl...DO U REALLY KNOW HOW TO SPEND UR MONEY???!!!!!!!!!!!!
there are alot of thing tat u can do with 900Rm..well not to spent all of ur money la...

BEEN writing nonsense since just now...

and ZAKI janngut says tat im getting pretty healty...yeah..reallll healty...

CHAU!

and thanks for entertainin my nnsence..

Couch Potato

2007-05-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

Lifes good...
Spending My time at home...
Watching Korean Drama...
And Saw This guy...->Cheon Jung-Myung...
One Word To DESCRIBE him...
Innocence
And he is also..yummY!

Labels: Cute Sepet Guy

Random

2007-05-11T12:36:00.000-07:00

Its been a long Time since i blog....

Ok lets nt exaggerate..

Its been sometime since i blog...

Met new frenz..
Met OLD frenz...

Sometimes i feel like im a born failure...
Failed my job...
Failed my frenz...

and wat i meant is the impression tat i gave to them...

i felt that i FAILED them...
and i try to improve it...

I feel that i failed in giving back to the society also...

These shows that im soo weak...
when sometimes im more like lazy...

i remembred a badge that i bought sometime ago...
it says "Im a khalifah of ALLAH"
Ques:have i failed being that??

Hope so not....neither im tryin to be a/the bad influence...Nor im being influence(bad)..

I try not to fail in being a daughter...
Motivate myself to be a better worker/subordinates..
Improve my social circle of frez..
Condition myself to be a fitter person..
Constantly remindin myself(which i always forgot)that im nothing without ALLAH..

*And i see that my frenz are using these=Labels, so i wanna use it to!*

Just some Random Thoughts....

Labels: i feel....i Think....

its fever babe

2007-04-30T16:24:00.000-07:00

I was so streesed at worked Yesterday..Had PizzaHUT as our Lunch..And its Kak Julz's and my treat for Nurul's bdae..We had the new Super Thin Meat Galore with 14 piece of Chicken and Calamaries..all of us took plain Water..And Yesterday,The Three Of us supffer the same illness..a very Bad Stomach...Then Kak Julz told me what the Engineer told them,"Hawanis is slow.." Its good la that she tells coz i noe where i stand and whre i should improve...My speed..it is a motivation..

I just try to focused my energy...pushing all the negative thoughts and keep in high spirit even i was down with i-don-relly-wat-sickness...I kept Coughing and burping in the Lab..funny sia.

ok my condition of sickness-Bad Stomach,Caugh,Migrane,strain neck,felt like my eyes are soon gonna POP out.

then i tried to fasten my speed during my loading.Loading was fast.less than 30min..BUT when i wanna load it inside the machine..i was like*YaAllah berikanlah aku kesabaran*..i thought i can do it myself without the help of others..BUT *hambe ni hanye seorng manusia...*

I was totally exhausted after i reachin home.My body was hot and yet my fingers+palm and feet were cold..I was supposed to meet my good friend Mya Yee today but had to canceled coz i went to see the doc..

I was conferm of having the high fever and swollen throat..and this time medication werent as much as when i had the "Ella" voice..

And he asked,"SO u want any M/C?"..ANd i was like.."Doc, tomorrow is public holidae"

I was really a bit chatty when i got there even though i was sick..

After seeing doc i went to the supermarket.My legs were killing me...my knees are like going-out-of-the-socket..told myself not to be mengade2 *just becoz u r sick doesnt mean everone have to noe tat u are sick*..well i am of what i eat/do..and mayb its due to back 2 back werking..

Looking forward

2007-04-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

A week has passed..and im suPer tired..Back 2 back OT...working more than 12 hrs per day...Feel like a human-robot..There is no Life after work except home..And Yesterday took a break..Help out MIQ Finals at Woodlands Regional Library..felt happy tat i get to meet Mardh and the NurIkhwan..*should have come for the Camp!* THere is still life and enjoyment beyond working life after All..

yesterday i told mardh tat im OT-ing today and she was like."really??"
tehn im like"whose gonna put the food on the table??" when i really meant by"whose gonna put the clothes on the wardrobe"..

Hey like they say "You work Hard, You play Hard.."When its really enjoy the Moolah/kachiing after work..

and Mrdhiah Goes..."WANIS..Get a life??!!"

hehehhee..mardhiah sound so like makcik Counsellor..and just now she msged me..
"Hey we bookewd e tix ald..Cathay fully booked,yg masih ade pun frnt row seats so jgn OT ye cik kak.. =)"...

we gonnna watched Spiderman 3 this coming week...

missed my frenz...yg dah lamer tak hangOUt...Syaz,Yani,Karmila,HAzwani...

and Yesterdae..didnt really feel like home le...i mean when i was helping out during the event...And the 'Culture' of this orginisation is totally diff from Saff...like mar,I prefer Saff..mayb due to the 'rate of activeness!'

p.sIm just an Outsider..passing a comment...if u dont like it..Sorry...

todays OT kinda Suck at the end..first cant find the specific media..after almost 35min of searching High/Low...i called the in-charge and he said.."Ooo tat one dont care first...its not there yet.." i was like*u should have not wrote tat as my task:(*
and another Engineer i think wanna bully me le... Always called 4 me when im doing sumting..and he goes "wanis,can u help me this...help me tat..can i see u in the changing room?..are u free right now?wat time u gonna finished?" *kalo nak ajak dating jugak takper* and just now he told me to do sumting..and tat sumting takes almost 2 hrs to finished and complete ..summore im a newcomer..like gonna finished it tomorrow..
i send him a msg to say "i have sumtin urget at home"..(and u noe wat tat sumtin urget????eating my mum's SAYUR KOBIS BENING and ikan GORENG..)after he did not answer my ONLY call..Luckily he replied..simple and sweet.."K..no problem"..
so tomorrow another hectic day...MOnday Blues..Blues bukan untuK aku babe...

JUST FOR U.....

2007-04-27T09:35:00.000-07:00

I wanted to write sumthing fantastic happened to me today...apparently i looked like a 14 yr old KID today..really..14!not 16 okay..14!my senior at work says so..and kak julia also agree wif me..huhuhu..extreme makeover!juz change from frame to frameless!(contacts)..

and kak julia is like ermm happi coz the taxi driver thought we are sumwat escaping skool/havin skool holidae.. She told the taxi river to keep the change when we arrived Causway pnt *GUYS..i think i noe how u wannna make a lady happi...*
Aniwae..

A friend of mine is celebrating her bdae soon..This coming Sunday will b her bing 20+1 year old..
I asked her for what she wants for her birthday..
she answered.."takkan aku nak mintak??!.."
hey babe..i didnt asked u to mintak wat...i juz asked u ma...hheheheee...aniwae i told her..."aku doakan ko jela..doakan ko dpt jodoh cepat...."

She told hidayah tat she wanted to get a boyfriend(hopefully husband-to-be-als0) before reaching 21...So im calling OUT all Eligible Bacholeor who is ermm Eligible Of coz..who has a sexy voice(if can)..ermm educated...(kalo boleh Doctor)alah..nak kater stable la..

and juz now went back late and we passed this few nitght shift guys who sat outside Woolands building 2...and she was like..."Mcm maner aku tak single...sumer lelaki kene tolak night shift!.."

*helo gerl...nak salahkn saper???takdir???ko jugak nak yg nak kawin ngbn doktor...*
and yestrdae lagi worse...""agaknyer ader anak raje rindu aku.."or sumtin abit like tat...

my fren is very nice..let me show u her pic...ermm better not...but i just tell u her name...NURUL ZAYANI ROSMAN.....

yup tats the gerl...getting freedom soon..very soon...21!

and her pics..im gonna upload it tomorrow...2nd part!

Miss SIngapore

2007-04-22T15:04:00.000-07:00

For the first time in my teen life..i watched it..Miss Singapore Universe 2007..
To start off..it was Okie..1 malay again..me and my sis were guessing which one of them is the malay gerl and both of us got it wrong..
The 10 question tat was given to the 10 finalist..tat was ermm so stupid exept the part when "who would bet getting gold in Qlympics" or "what campaign would u like to start.."not silly questions like "who would u wanna dance if you had a chance FD or glenn ong?"
well the malay lady got the answer for the last part all so wrong..WAT THE HELL???! she is like so westernise like tat...Here comes the question..."YOUR mother violently dissaprove of the man you love.would you follow your heart or listen to your mother?"
and her answer:As a human,i will follow my heart as he is the man of my love..
WAT???follow my heart??Follow your brain la dey..!!!! wat about as A DAUGHTER?? The rest of the contestant did gave "bright answers"..like, ""surely i choose mum coz shes the one who brought me to this world" , "he got to win my mother's heart just like he won mine" , "if loves me, he got to let me go.." and "mum is the best"..
im not gonna talk about religion but just culture..You choose a man(whom u can find more if u rejected/or kena reject) over your mum..YOUR ONLY MUM...??! i thought malays are brought up to respect elders??BLESSING??heard of that??
HUMAN LA katekan.....
and almost forgot..the winner looks like Zhang Ziyi at some angle..really...
and she is a flight stewardess..*no wonder got the looks*
am i allowed to post this?

My first...

2007-04-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

today i had my 1st OT at werk...actuali my mum asked wanted to go shopping 2dae but then she had to visit my uncle who is sick at Johor..And yesterdae my manager gave me the offer..so i grab it lorr..
Today..i learnt alot..especially being real independant..doing everything with faith and try asking things as minimal as posibble...and guess wat?? im now still not home yet...and its almost 10pm..
Im NOW at my sis place..clock out from werk at 8..todayh i had a super light lunch...1 tidbit and a peanut butter-nutela sandwich and 500ml h2o..
as for dinner i ate a plate of rice with fish(sweet n sour) and vegtable..and also bread..again..to top it off with some sour sweets..(WAT A HEALTY LIFESTYLE)..
dont think so im going back home today..coz its kinda late..
And apart from tat..
yesterday had my 1st Birthday lunch with my co-workers from work..2 cars and a CAB..15 of us went to SIAM Kithen to celebrate the April's babies..and the food there was OKie..ate buffet style..tomyam was nice..the prawn is succulent!sweetg..yet spicy and sour...i just ate the prawn la..and some soup..the mango salad is nice..sour and sweet and spicy too at the same time...the satay was delicious..had only one..its quite big...
almost forgot..the April's babies->kak julia,nurul, chai and yan da..
It was exciting...fun..good..well didnt get a chance to upload the pics..soon to come..enjoy!

p/s:apologies for those people who send msgs to me..my hp is not really working at the moment..so cant reply at the moment..incoming calls only available..

21st Century GUY..my brother..

2007-04-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

i remembered when i was 16..tat was my 1st time that i brought hp to school..well tat wasnt actualli my phone and i brought e hp only for night studies...incase my sibs need me in any emergency..and tat was hmmm...end of year 2003..
now..early 2007..
You didnt attend your school orientation..
you noe..the 3 day straits, before your Semester starts..
So u called your ur MEntor...
u got a warning..kena scold even before u starts school..
and your mentor ask for your no...U said..."i dont have a hp..can give u my houz no..?"
and your mentor ask"are you sure u dont have a hp?"*laugh*
HAH!..joke of a year..your 16 cum 17 yr old brother dont even own a hp..while some Primary 2 kids holding a new version of samsung/sony ericsson/nokia hp at the bus stop...and you called it 21st Century..
so desperate tat he had to ask me to buy him his own FIRST prepaid card..
and for his 1st day of having a new hp, he called me UP at work..and msging me..
luckily he called during lunch hrs..coz i wont b entertaining him during working ghours...(CHEY...sound so bz nampak!)..and msging me nonsensical stuff..
well tat brings me back memory when i used to have my 1st sony ericsson hp..i will keep msging people as if the hav all the time in the world for me..JUZ for me...hahhaaha..

And this morning...i saw my uncle..dont noe if he stll recognise me...coz i was on the bus when i was WAVING at him...as usual, i will make the 1st move..and luckily he waved back..ITS been a super long time since i visit him..and i recognise him cos he has a trademark..a ponytail..

Faces of the past

2007-04-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

This morning, i was on my way to work..and i think i saw my ex-clasmate, azhar 'log on'..BUT i didnt say hi to him..mayb i was paiseh la...with my tudung conferm 300 degree angle senget..this afternoon,had my lunch break spent at Causeway point..I was at this Giordano Sale and i saw another of my ex-NYP mate...Firhan..he said he was on the way to school..CLUB CRAWL..
i dont really understand this hand of mine..everytime i see somone so familiar,it starts to wave by itself without me realising it..and Firhan was shock to see..coz i look different with my spec..
Firhan:ko buat aper?
Me:keje la..skang ni lunch break..ko nak gi maner?
Firhan:Ooo..kat skola ader Club Crawl..ni la aku dtg tunjuk muke..
Me:Ooo..taktau pulak hari ni ader Club Crawl
by this time i thought he would leave..but he continues
Firhan:ko keje maner?
Me:keje kat woodlands..ko keje?
Firhan:keje ..kat this sport facilities..(his in Sports and wellness la) eh aku nak beli baju kat saner la..*pointing to e men section*
Me:eh aku bukannyer keje kat sini..ko nak pegi saner la..
Firhan: aku ingat ko keje sini(showin his lame smile)..ngan baju ko pakai..keje kat maner?(mind u..im wearing jeans and long shirt..mayb my lanyard gave way)
Me:seagate..
Firhan:PArt time?
Me:full time..
Firhan:*SHOCKED* bedek la..
Me:betol aku keje as Engineerla...tak caye tanye kwn2 aku..*pointin to nurul and kak julia*
kak julz n nurul:arh2 kiter tige2 engineeer..
Firhan:*Blurr look*.. (As Alwaes)..arh okla pegi dulu...
Me:ok...c u sum other time...jgn ckp ngn org aku pakai spec..nmpak selenger la..
Firhan:maner ader..ko look OKla..
Me:*sengeh*..OK..bubye

WEIRD...people give "Ooo so u finish O level" look when u mentioned tat u working in a factory..then they will asked.."Ko kan dah abes poly..asal ko keje factory??"...
like they have only operators in every/all factory??hmmph...then sebab tak nak menipu..just said..kiter keje Engineering linela..(make it sound chim)..and they will say.."Oooo.."plus their blurr face..hahhaa..

2nd day of the week..how time fly so fast..

Merciful...

2007-04-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

Those who believe and move on( Hijrah)and strove
And struggled(Jihad) in the name of ALLAH,they
Have hope and the mercy of ALLAH
ALLAH is the most forgiving and merciful
Al-Baqarah:218

GET a GRIP

2007-04-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae's kenduri i guess was okay..some people bu-ey...i get to my frenz all fully done muslimah..Cikgu Kassim as usual..hapi..even he display his manje-ness towards his wife infront of us...hahaha....CIkgu2...remembered him searching his ic which was actuali in his wallets in between 10 bucks...then said.."alar cikgu tak nampak..nric ngan duit samer warne.."it was his bdae on thursdae..i thing he is pretty happy..getting to see his students graduate...
Cikgu Kassim stays redhill
Cikgu Xul stays jurong
Cikgu Jafar stays temp
Cikgu Pauzi stays Geylang SERAI

the lecturers were like taxi drivers saying..."saper tinggal yishun..saper tinggal haugang.."

and when in comes to "...sesaper nak gi turun geylang.." the gerls starts giggling..
Aper saje...otak senteng...

we tompang CIkgu Jafar cars...totally comfy...mcm nak tertido...
then since miftah lives near my house, we decided to alight sumwhere near the juction near my house..

and i as 'muke tak tau malu'... says.."mif..antar aku balik..." luckily he was ok..hahhaa..

for more-> www.ks84.blogspot.com

i wasnt really in mood for work today coz i woke up late.. and missed my usual bus...the BUS tat i took..TAT i can see the people tat i alwaes saw..

Im taking life as slowly n steady as long as i can.. like wat Khadijah says...
biarlah Aku dan ALLAH sahaja yang tahu.....

wore my boulderactive comp shirt...GET A GRIP it says...i LOVE IT

Mood:happy

2007-04-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow gonna be attending a kenduri at Queenstown Mosque..ALL graduating NYP students are invited..

Took a pic of us..in the changing room..Kak Julia, nurul and me..BUT im not gonna say whose who...make your guess!

Alhamdulillah im learning sumthing at work(actuali alot BUT im the forgetful type of person)...I still have abit of akwardness when it comes to generating data..soooo many thing to remember!

Bought a pair of shoes..and GUESS WAT???!!!..it looks yummy..

Woman

2007-04-08T00:29:00.000-07:00

Hawa dicipta dari tulang rusuk Adam
Bukan dari kepalanya untuk dijadikan atasnya,
Bukan dari Kakinya untuk dijadikan alasanya,
Melainkan dari sisinya untuk dijadikan teman hidupnya,
Dekat pada lengan untuk dilindunginya
dan dekat di hati untuk dicintainya...

just finished reading Cinta Sang Ratu by Ramlee Awang Murshid..
Record Breaker for..i read the book in less then 24hours..
Sad ending...Laksamana Sunan wrote a Mushaf for his dearest wife..The wife died when her mother tried to kill them both..and the Manggala tribe tat is soon to be back on earth..

Cinta Sang Ratu
Laksana langit mencengkam purnama...
Ibarat mutiara di lautanbiru...
Saujana mata memandang...
Seluas langit terbentang...
Tatkala cinta terbisik...
Suaranya memuji TUHAN...
Apabila rindu terusik...
Rasulnya menjadi pilihan..
Sampai masanya cinta jadi taruhan..
Sang Ratu menjadi pilihan....

This book is a Kesinangbungan(sequal) from Bagaikan Puteri...tat was a year ago..
and coming soon..Ungu Karmila...(COnferm someone gonna very kembang...)

Its a good book..if u like myth..somting tat cant be accept by our simple mind..willing to roam around in the "other land"..its between two world..the 15th century and the 20th century..about faith..love..beyond something tat cant be imagine..-then TRY IT...guess need to wait for another year for the next book to come..

Ponder

2007-04-07T10:02:00.000-07:00

Have u ever seen that documentary by geograhic channel??the one tat they featured 3 muslims on their journey to hajj???
a south african deejay..an american muslim teacher and a malaysian subordinate..
the american lady is a mualaaf..
she start questioning her believe while she was listening to e radio..someone asked a question "if jesus is god,why must he pray to god??"
that documentary never fails to bring tears to my eyes..
i donno..its just a sudden urge to cry when seeing them...
seeing them in Mekah...seeing them mesmerized by the Kaabah..
Allah hu Akhbar..
Allah hu Akhbar..
when your tears keeps on rolling when u dont want it to, it means that your feelings are real..they are true...just feel the emptiness in me....
Suddenly, i feel like im alone...

"I looked for God in church, but he was not there..and i looked for God in a mosque but he was not there..and i look into my heart..And there is..ALLAH"

funny when more non muslims became muslims...More muslims start acting as if they are non muslims...

Life is full of challenges...Gotta stay strong

Just relax

2007-04-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

Life from school and work is pretty much different..in many ways..
School-u paid for it
Werk-u get paid for it

School-Always late
Werk-Come in 15 min in Advance before clock in time

School-Alot of subject to focussed on
Werk-u always focussed on the same thing

But there are some that are similar in a/many way/s..

School/werk-Meeting Datelines

School/Werk-Meeting New peoples

So what do i do every day at work

0630hrs-wake up
0740hrs-leave home
0815hrs-reached gambas ave..walk slowly 2 my workplace
0825hrs-wait for nurul infront of lab(tompang my bag at her locker)
0830hrs-start Work
0930hrs-teabreak
1030hrs-meeting
1100hrs-go back 2 lab
1200hrs-LUNCH BREAK!!!!!!!!! *depends-either jalan2 at causeway or stay in the company*
1330hrs-back to work
1740hrs-teabreak
1800hrs-home sweet home..

thats my daily routine..
but soon its about to change coz im gonna be going shifts soon..gonna be able to tompang my bro for juz 2 months..sooon..but its not real soonlah...My bro works in the same company as me..

imagine urself like a battery operated sumting...tats ur daily routine..tats life..and to break out tat habit/chain/lifecycle, u do sumtin tat u like..shopping..doing adventure stuff..

apart from tat..thanx to nurul..now im addicted to this song..

today mostly spent myself watching Goong at my cuzzie's hous...babysit my little nephews..
talking about babysit, i used to imagine myself working in a foreign country as a BABYSITTER..hey..its a good pay..they prefer asians..like i said USED TO..

TOmorrow insyaALlah gonna be attending the Mussolah Spring Cleaning and also visit SSDCL...

and lastly...

anyone has tis song???corinne bailey rae..Put ur record on..share with me aight??!!!

How small are we???

2007-04-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

JUst got of phone with karmila..some story to share..aniwae..guest what i found!!!!!!!!!!

Last week

2007-03-31T07:24:00.000-07:00

one week!
gUESS WAT!!!
Its been a week since i start working...come to think of it, i didnt really enjoy my holidaes...well didnt really enjoy myself..but come to think of it again, whose gonna pay for my trip to krabi??
first day of work, kinda painful...my eyes got a bit irritated when i was in the cleanroom as i wear contacts..
The jumpsuit tat i wore supposed to haver a named tag. But the name tag is attached to the booties(the shoes)
Its hard for me to recognize people since im able to see only their eyes..and u need to noe who u are talking to...coz most of the eyes looks the same..i mean u dont really pay attention to the eyes more than to the body language.. And i can finally distinguish who is walking infront of me juz by seeing how they walk! Trying to mix around seems hard for me..trying to fit in is as hard as the first day of IAP..BUT LUCKILY THEY are friendly people.. AND HEY! WHAT the Toots i need to be shy about right???
For now, im working normal shift, heard tat im offered/supposed to work night shift..but hmm sumtin tells me they are juz pulling my leg..
Lucky for me, im working in the same lab as Nurul and kak julia. Good huh?

Btw videos from BoulderActive

Kahirul Hafiz in wall 3

Khairul hafiz in Wall 4

Beatrix Chong in wall 2

beatrix Chong in wall 4

and lastly sarafinah!

Competition mode

2007-03-24T11:11:00.000-07:00

Achenes.. been feeling the pain for almost a day after boulderactive novice on fridae.. PLUS the burden..->Caugh+Flu+Sore throat(Rockers BAbe) Nevertheless had fun..

Upload pic soon....

N Good luck 2 my frenz who made it to finals...!!!!!

and urmm...i melt when i see.......shy la..

1 day left
savour the moment
then ...werk!

Job

2007-03-18T22:58:00.000-07:00

Fridae..
Doesnt anyone wanna hire me???

The Roller coster

2007-03-18T20:59:00.000-07:00

Satudae..the day after i arrived KL..super tired...but wat the heck..DeMi Roller coster...Because of roller coster...i told myself..after get back to singapore can rest..
we took the commuter..or KTM..or KOmmuter from UKM(the station)..and alight at KLSEntral and took monorail to BIDI..went timesquare..i think i noe my route in KL..A BIT..
arrived 1.45pm..and watched MuKhsin the movie..rating..quite good..shows the reality of kampung life..gossiping and mak joyah..the sharifarians in 1 movie..sharifah aleeya..sharifah amani and sharifah sumting..the last siblings..
before tat..we ate at Kenny rogers..it took less then 25min for us to gopple on our food..coz the movie 2.15pm and we arrived at our seat 15 min late..luckily the movie have not start yet..and we did leave marks on other people's feet..

went to the Cosmo's world theme park and we tried almost all of the rides..the first ride was not that scary coz i read verse from ayah kursi a few times..
the spinning orbit

the space attack which i ride once..it was freaking scary....super...freaking..summore the seat was lose...

after tat ride, i was too scared to try the others but cuzzin assured me tat i can do it...

soo i tried
DNA Mixer

oorts's express

Supersonic Oodyssey

Guess wat??i tried tis 4 times coz i wanted to take a perfet pic us me n my cuzzin..

Dizzy Izzy

then got home..n yep we also took photo with the DiGi guy...like yellow page like tat..
also tried the kids ride...it was fun

The Makan Scene

2007-03-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

Sunday..went serdang THE MINES with my cuzzin..we took the KTM(kommuter) from UKM(well UKM is University Kebangsaan Malaysia..since the stop is near UKM,they name the station UKM)

The shopping centre is like located in deserted place..there are houses..
U can get there by car..not sure bout bus..can get there by bump boat..the kommuter was a bit far..10 min walk..

the shopping centre is superrrrr BIG..there is not really a ground floor..as the ground floor converted to ground river..the bump boat can take u to the inside of THE MINES shopping centre..

we decided to eat in this Japanese restaurant..MR RAMEN..

i wanted to eat Ramen..noodles..and my cuzzin chose a rice set

at first i thought tat they didnt server Ramen so i asked him
me:can i change the rice to noodles?
waiter:yes..yes..all...all half price
me and my cuzzin: *jaw dropped*
hmm:tis one..*point at the rice* change to tis *point to the noodles of another pic*
waiter:yes yes..change
i dont really noe if he understant it..

then my cuzzin asked him..

cuzzin:yg ni aper*showing a diff type of of rice set*
waiter:tis one..tis one ikan..
waiter:tis one..tis one...tis one...half price.half price..*showing evertin on tat set rice*
cuzzin:ok2..later ok..

then i saw the noodle set and they offer Gyoza Ramen and Gyozakino Ramen or sumting like tat..and we ordered it..
my cuzin ordered the chicken set rice while i ordered the Gyoza Ramen..and also the Salmon sushi.. i had my all time favourite sky juice while she orded green tea..

so the sushi came and we tried it..i dipped it in the wasabe sauce..
cuzzin:pedas tak?
me:okok..tryla..
my cuzzin dipped it and bite it and....*caugh*
cuzzin:kurang asam..*caugh* tipu aku ...*rubbing her nose*rase sampai kat hidong aku la...
me:saper suruh ko pegi letak bnyak?
cuzzin: O_o"

me:is the salmon cooked?
cuzzin:dah ceoh da...

i took a big bite on the salmon..

me:ish asal mcm tk masak?kenyal je...
cuzin:sini2...*asking me to put my ears near her mouth*
cuzzin:sejak biler ader sushi dah masak? sushi kn dah memang pakai ikan mentah..
me:yerrk..tak masak...tak sedap..
cuzzin:hahahaa..

the waiter came again and offered hot green tea...seriusly..the green tea tasted like warm water..and no smell of jasmine flower like any normal green tea..Is tat how it supposed to taste??

cuzzin:awak orang maner? *miang juak budak ni*
waiter:hmm?*i think his a bit blurr*
cuzzin:awak..orng maner?? *saying it slowly..one by one*
waiter:Saya..orlang myanmar..
cuzzin: *smile*

the waiter leave our table

waiter:Orlang myanmar..*smile*

the waiter is a Myanmar guy who cant even speak basic english..
luckily he can speak a BIT MAlaY..

interview

2007-03-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

My 2nd Interview is tomorrow...WISH ME LUCK!!!!!...n supplications 4 me!

Heroes

2007-03-13T19:32:00.000-07:00

Watch tis...heroes----zeroes

DARN...CHAPT 19 GONNA BE AIRED IN A MTH TIME....SOOO A BIG BREAK For hEROES...

Juz got back frm melaka...gonna go KL sooon..InsyaAllah...

ANd waiting for calls.....

Heroes

2007-03-13T17:46:00.000-07:00

Watch tis...heroes----zeroes

Endurance

2007-03-06T06:44:00.000-08:00

Yesterdae training really made my feet..arms...my back..MY WHOLE BODY aching...what to do..need to be fit...continuesly stretching my muscles since saturdae..and sunday, after i climb BORING AND MEANINGLESS and LITTLE MERMAID..(got a little Souvenir)it made it worse...then yesterdae...went trainig...waHhhhHHH...its the first training i ever taste..
We(komeng,jas,wan iblyss,mat rock,naz,mardh n me)
1)jog 4 round....
2)sprint..After losing energy...
3)we hang on the pull ups.(komeng said to train our endurance)..
4)then sit ups on the very inclide board...*i did a total of 30 sit ups on tat one-yey!*
5)carried our buddy and use them as our weight and bend our knees 5 times..
6)crocodile jump..the one u jump on top of one another..
7)and lastly we did frog jump...
At the end..my feet were super wobbly...Can u imagine..going down the stairs and knowing suddenly tat u canNOT control ur muscles..Lose joints...rubber band knees..
tats wat i felt..

Todae i babysit my cousin's sons...well the mum werking so..i was there to help her..anyway in exchange..i got a chance to read almost all her novel..and now im on the 4th Novel..

Still feel the achenes but life must go on.....

Oooo ya..now im watching the channel U new drama..the 7pm..hana kimi(4 short form)
Funnnyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekends

2007-03-03T16:07:00.000-08:00

last friday, went to career job fair at suntec..where afterwards (initially me and karmila)we met karmila's friend..so we begin the seacrh..job hunting and school hunting..almost got emotional after passing the educational booth...wat the heck..after that got home...was soooooOOo super sad that i went New York Pizza and ate there...when i can eat home...

Satudae, met the NYPms-ians for our informal outing...super happy get to met mardhiah and aina n hawazani again after such a long break..played captains ball,black magic, BANG!,soccer and more of black magic..took loads of pics(which im gonna sooon upload it..ate cake for the feb babies and .AND..AND..

I FOUND IT!..hahha my long lost ex-neighbour...9 years ago when i was in primary 5..and i can still remember his face..
hahhaa....Karim..*later i upload the PIcs and show u guys*
the first time i saw him..i was aye....like see him b4 le...wanna say my relative but no.....frenz...no......then think n think n think...hahhaa..he was my neighbour..i was saving the ques since last rahmadan(the first time i saw him) and ask him yesterdae when mardhiah was like almost pestering...*Pegila...pegi..tanye..tanye...*
hahaha...luckily jackpot if not Paiseh...
Like Hlwan said..."Such a small werld..."
singapore is Small...

and sundae..
in a few min..gonna meet the ADC-ians...going climbing at dairy farm...an my body is super aching....seriusly...after the serius counter attacks when playing soccer...

time to update resume..
and sent...

COundown...
2 days 2 finish up my resume...

Laughter the best Medicine

2007-02-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

One day, there were three girls riding in the middle of the desert. Then all of a sudden, their car broke down, then the red head went and got food.
"Why did you get food?" Asked the blonde.
"I might get hungry," she replied.
The brunete gets water.
"Why water?" Blonde asked.
"I might get thirsty.
Then the blonde ripps off the car door.
"Why the car door?" asked the red head.
"If I get hot, I can roll down the window!!"

haha lol

One day there was a blonde walking around with her friends, then they broke a law of vandalism, so they were being chased by the police. THey run into a farm and split up, the red head jumps into a sack of puppies and says "bark bark!" the police didn't notice, then the brunette jumps into the sack of kittens, "mewo meow!," the police didn't notice. Then the blonde jumps into a sack of potatoes and says "potato potato," they shot her. lol

There were three ladies in Jail and they were supposed to get shot, so they put the red head up against the wall to shoot her.
"Ready, aim," then before they could shoot her, she screams "EARTHQUAKE!" all the people runs for cover, she escapes. Then they put up the brunette. "Ready,aim-"
"TORNADO!" She escapes. They put the blonde up.
"Ready aim-"
"FIRE!" she got shot!

Coming Out my Shell

2007-02-25T20:14:00.000-08:00

This morning Chelsea-Arsenal KickOff was soo a kick Off...did u see hoe John terry kena kick on the head..?Concussion strait up..

Apart from that..job hunting starts 2dae...

Things that im looking forward 2(NOT in order)
-meeting ADC-ians
-meeting NYPMS-ians
-FTT
-buying a NEW watch
-Start my resume
-Boulderactive
-Pumpfest
-Training
-Buying a pair of running Shoes
-Krabi
-Meet my prospective employers
-meeting OPSS-ians
-meet NYP-ians(graduation i guess)

Ther is no Count down..YET...

Marathon

2007-02-16T10:30:00.000-08:00

During my last FYP(final year project)my lab partner always Load this Anime..BLEACH..
hear the sound of the name Bleach doesnt make me excited..BUT now...ITs Like a bacteria,accumulate..My brother is like a download geeK..from Prison break to HEROES and NOw...BLEACH...
And then PAss me the germs summore...now Im an ADDICT!

I need to find an Idiot's Guide to write my resume.....

and Oooo.....Dont laugh...BUt I think i wanna climb mount Everest..Think only.......
Or atleast any mount...Everest is tooo far....
wanna buy pants..but no $$$$$$$$$$$..$200++

Pause...
Breath..
and Go....

Hybernating

2007-02-15T07:52:00.001-08:00

Tats what chi fung said..Tomorrow im gonna start hybernating..
sadly but true...i had juz finished my attachemd..SADD???!!!!!sure not nuril??...u sad???Crazy gerl...
hey 2 dae was an emotional dae for me at least..saying bubye was never this difficult..
n juz now went back with Peh..n Mya..
hav u ever watch korean movies where there young boys kena select 2 join the FRoNT LINE..FOR wars??AND THEN...there is the scene where they are leaving for the train and they exchange words with the gerls and all...
the guy inside train while the gerl wave frm below..then the gerl see off the guy..crying...hoping he will come back..
tats what happened 2 me..
but this scenario is a bit diff...im in the bus..and Peh was alighing..we exchange smile n wave..not sad face but happi face..

On the last dae, wat i did was
1)teach the new guy..who apparently call me monkey..n aLas i call him s*** face n Pig head..he wanna slap me and i dared him...but he didnt..SP people are sooo....rude
2)Polish my ring
3)see chien
4)gave toblerone chocs 2 my cllge
5)exchange numbers with e cnteen gerl whm i forgot her name(i always c her(ANK..ANK..n now STATS)
6)helped Peh for the last time
7)went up and dwn frm level 2 six ...
8)i cried..booohooo

went dinner with the peeps frm stats last tues...we went swensen and eat alot ...

Chi fung, Anna, Aikee and Mya yee ate Fish and Chip

MAry and Li ate Breaded Chicken,

Baocheng ate Sirloin Steak

Gilbert ate mushromm pizza

I ate sourdough 49ers burger

wat i received frm Anna and BaoCheng..

Wahh.....super full...
too top it off...Ice cream...Yum2!

Sumtin unnusual..See the Baloon??

Did u flirt with him??(Lii to Chifung)..Noooo.....(But behind Li..)

Us...

The Guys

The gerls

lurve them...

Indeeed i savour Every Moment...
And Now I live with the momories...

We can Only Plan

2007-01-29T07:44:00.000-08:00

Last weekend was really something..been running around..been busy too...start off with Friday..Left work early..my mum kena admit in the hospital..scared and worried..rushed home,get change and visited her..On Sunday was supposed to be my brother's convo/graduation but since my mum got admitted to the hospital,she asked me to go with my dad..i stayed the whole nite and came home by 8am..10am got myself ready to go to school.tried the tyrolean traverse challenge there..left school with mar and haz and went to marina squared and had lunch...romantic giler...

enjoying meal in breeze with the flying crow

left lucnh at 4pm..arrived home buy 5pm...packed stuff...brought myself baju kurong,my dad's baju kurong,jvc cam corder and my hp...
left home by 6pm...got our tix by 7.30 and the bus left bu 8.45...we arrived KL by 1am and watched the 2nd telecast of Singapore versus Malaysia..Yeah baybeh..SIngapore win again...but sum incosiderate singaporean put up signs"Malaysia Sure lose"..wah...so bad sia...
reached my auntie's house by 3am in the morning,my aunt told me to wake up early...by 7 am...everyone must already in their best dress...so before i go to sleep, i iron my clothes..by 4 am i already doze off...
woke up feeling the whole body in the rest mode...force myself up to the toilet...
reached the place by 8am..then went breakfast 1st coz we came pretty early..

Before the ceremony begins,we recite Al-Fatiha and also Asmaul Husna..

the dirst batch was those who had their first khatam...

after tat there was a few nasyid sang by the RTA pupils...

then it was the Syahadah's turned..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThzKld4zEjU

8 guys and 4 ladies..

then the guest of honour S.F. Ustaz Osman Hamzah gave a little speech..which really..goes through my head...

there was even a drama...i give 4 chopsticks,,,coz they dont have any drama teacher...and it was an interesting one...abit like Labu labi mixed with Tiga Abdul with a twist of Islamic context..
and boys will be boys...

love these part...run around and catch bad guys..

Ustaz Latiff taught my brother..

then it was done by 1pm

we then rushed to KLIA to sent my uncle Off to Sabah..got home by 4pm...cooked, ate,bathed..and left home by 7.30pm..left KL by 8.20...

reached Larkin by 12.10....seriusly..i was soooo tired..after taking sbs bus...we reached singapore by 12.30am...and tooked taxi back home as there were no more train...reached home in Singapore by 1am...

Hmmm sori to my frenz who had been mssging me and i never reply..coz i was super tired ...and my hp no auto roam la...

sooo tat was the weekend...
Last words...
We are Khalifah Of Allah...

17 days left...
savour the moment...

Done

2007-01-22T03:53:00.000-08:00

The event was a success..And as for me, i got even more sick...It was fun though..
I was late though for the super last briefing for the Road Marshal..as i Overlept after my maghrib prayers..lucky syaz called home..
Bump into Mokhsin At the NSSCC..
then made my way to Yishun Polyclinic..

Singapore road is a Bliss with people like me...

Look like japanese action Hero...Super Saya..

Eh you...never listen arh???all the cyclist going other directions...

Pakcik relax one corner...

Syaz and her unusual pose...

me looking crazy...

sumting tell me tat she should be in WhiteChicks...

Nutin 2 dooo....

I wanted to Qiam at the most but change my mind coz i never really bring the necessary stuff...Coz of overslept..Later tat nite..i didnt really hav a comfy sleep..I was ermm coughing all the way..
People cry when they are sad..or when are crazyly laughing...my tears kept raining when i was coughing all the way...
then my sis said...OK come..lets go clinic..let me treat u as aBdae gift??
hahhaa for real we did go clinic but she visit the doctors..i just told her to ask medicines for influenza and cough syrup..the doctor also give medine for my boogy flams...
after eating those..i was geeting drowsy and i cant sleep well again..kept caughing...it felt like i was wearing helmet..it felt heavy..
now Im OKie!

Somthing made me very...not free leh..

2007-01-19T02:31:00.000-08:00

Last Tuesday was my Birthday..Wishes come in Tonnes after 12pm..hahah...yup..2 people msg while i was asleep..the rest basically msg me after lunch hours..As you noe my birthday falls on Tuesday..and Syazwani Bdae falls on Sunday..soo we celebrate our birthday on Monday..AS for her belated and as for me Advanced..WE had alot of Fun...didnt we Syaz..even though only 2 of us..
On tuesday itself...nurul and karmila...blanja me swensen and thanxs for the gifts guys...Im touched guys...and best part...people sing a bdae song for me...Yey...!
Been sick the whole week..Been coughing like a mad lady..hahhaa...
and 2dae im gonna be one of the road marshal for the hijrah cycling 2nite...joint organization bet MAEC and Ahmad Ibrahim mosque...Yeah..some may say..Hawanis???road marshal???biar betol....silap hari bulan..bukan dier tolong orang..org lain pulak tolong dier...
And i think im becoming one of the cucko people already...Peh use to make me laugh..now...its me making him laugh...and..he calls me naughty girl...heyyyyLooooo...im a good and innocent girl..and aBIT forgetful...soo i guess Wana graduate from local poly..cool huh..fine someone who is almost same age as you and same level..finally i talk 2 him...its hard la talking 2 people who are not talking to you but talks 2 the people whom u talk too...its like u are connect 2 someone coz he is ur friend's friend...but when ur friend is not there, u are complete strangers with the opposite party...GET IT???
any graduating Peeps going D&D?

My body is getting restless...

2007-01-14T07:25:00.000-08:00

today is one of my Best of the best of frends birthday..well its syazwani's bday..i told her tat i will wish her on her 20th...20hr and 20 min..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL...
Wish u aLLLL the best and success in the world..

My body is starting to wear...My throat is dry..My vision seems blurry..my body aches..my left brain giving me a hammber buTT..my breath release tremendously hot dragon air* ok im a bit dramatic*
Gees...donno if i can make it 2 work 2moro..My bros is givng me more problem than i already have...and yet...Im still blogging away..

Every single time when there is sumthing i noe going to happen, my body will show its silly side..getting sick a.k.a nervous mode..Be it exam..exam..well mostly exams...and now i think its becoz sumtin tat i don wanna happen; will soon be happening...

Hmmph..have to try an endure...i will have 2 face the truth sonner or later..kuatkn physical...kuatkn mental..kuatkn iman...

every good thing must come to an end...

so after 2dae..im left with 4 weeks of attachment..see...how fast time flies..
there is still a few janji tat i havent tunaikn...hmm..InsyaAllah..sooner or later...

the other day, i bump into ashika..she told me Australia is great and shes planning to take PR...
i told my mum the intention i have to study abroad...at first she told me to work first..and then she told me to work only 2 years..my mum said shes afraid tat i will be like my bro...said wanna further studies but ended up still working Seagate after 5 years..she is worried tat i dont have the drive to study after gettin my own money..

InsyaAllah..everyone at my workplace expect me to further my studies..getting a diploma is not enough and also the sterotype thingy they gives to girls in engineering line..

Im still lost when the light cleary have shown me the way...

4 weeks left
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Pump it Up!

2007-01-12T15:25:00.000-08:00

On thurday me and my nyp collegues took a group photo..well not exactly group photo but we did took photos..our group photo iisn't exactly group photo..coz Anna, Bou cheng and Aike are not in the pics.Only Mya, Chi Fung and Mr Li are in those pics

Raining...view outside the company's musollah

THurdae had the MAEC meeting.Darn bored..i scribbing sum words in the paper..showing it to syazwani..laughing..i wasnt really pay attention the whole time..MMOB./Minding My own Business..HAHA..
sumthing doesnt sound right when we had the meeting..they were talking about the Ceramah and also who will be our guest speaker.
Cik Mat:Ooo kter kna ader Ustaz sendiri..ni ustaz Mat..(lame sak)
then i scribble sumtin on the paper and show it to syaz *ni ustaz dangdut*-------Syaz was laughing and she also add a few salt and pepper to make our own joke better...
I told the Uztaz mude can give a speech...but i kinda get blurred on names..none of the felllow people noes the nmae but when...
syaz: yg uztaz Azmi kan
me:ya..yg tu arh(buat suare confident but still tak sure if tat is the person tat im referring to)
Cik JJ: Oooo..mak dier tu selalu turon karaoke*bangge nyer.....*
Me turning my head to Cik Samsiah..nak ketawe ader...mcm tak pecaye jer.....
me: AstaugfirlahhalAzim....serius ke?*i was shaking my head left to right..in a way i sound sarcastic..and look like 1*
Cik Samsiah was smiling at me..
Cik MAt:bukannyer dier nyanyi..dier dudok2 tgk!*aik...mcm feel offended jer*
sorila...bukannyer sengaje nak think lowly of the Karaoke groups...bcoz i seen them..mcm tak pecaye gitu mak ustaz terselit antare dierorng...
tey wanted to have a nee soon south Idol and wanted to have the 1st round during the Maulidul Rasul
Me:Urmm CIk, on this date ader Maulidul Rasul..Phrophet's Muhammad Bdae..*takkan nak buat Maulidul rasul on that day can..*
Cik Mat: okie mcm tu nak kene tukar date
thn bla..bla...bla bla...meeting goes on and...
Cik MAt:tadi hari tu ader aper??
me and syaz: ader Maulidul Rasul..
Cik MAt: mcm gitu kter bole aderkna bende lain per..buat activity sendiri..kiter pon bole buat Maulidul rasul ke..picnickan??? *look at me...wahh...angry tone seh...fierce...*
Me: eh nak buat buatla..*gua malas nak layan la...*
actuali i kinda dont noe if they can realli do thea ctivities..coz of many reasons...
why On earth they wanna do activity on after another...dierorng tak reti Penat ke???
baru ituari Engineer Lee Bee Wahh(shes in charge of nee soon) talk to us..she said quantity is not as good as quality..u may hav done alot of activites but people simply might not remember u most of it if it doesnt really WOW them..
typical melayula....

then syaz help me abit with my Quilt work...

while i was bz quilting..shes bz snapping

Finished..!

and yesterdae went climbing with my nyp frenz..if tey never ajak me...cnferm i will be jogging..In my sleep...Mann its been raining Cats and Dogs la...
this time around i was really paiseh...Almost all of the national climber were there..i think..well all i can sae i s that those are the pro climbers..nak jalan pon kene tundok...balik pulak kene halau..HAHhahhahahey u guys noe or not tat CLimb Adventure is shifting to a new location..its at EXPO...Mak kau..sooo far..for people like Mar, liyana...Captian joo chat...Maz...going there gonna b a blizz coz they staying near East Area...goood thing is..i did really spent my 2.50 wisely..
after climbing, we went to BK..and u noe wat?? we saw thebunch of football player coming inside the BK..first person i saw was Baihakki...Tingginyer....mcm galah....then indra and the rest..they were wearing yellow jersey and white short..got a glimps of Indra's daughter too..but they left before us...

It rained the whole nite...huahuaahu

La-la land

2007-01-09T05:17:00.000-08:00

Sori people..been very lazy lately to blog..and also noo time to blog..furthermore one pc down so.. hav to take numberla to use the net..
I juz had my jog..so counting...3 days in a row since i started heavy jogging...freaking tired man...you noe why i got so warm up..attached to jogging???Coz my freaking broz and my cousin call me kembang...aiyo...
so yesterday went to to watch movie wif nurul and karmila..watched 'night at the museum'
i give it a 8..its like one of the few movies which hav NO kissing!hahhaa...and i kept laughing throughout the show...and the Egypt sumtin..sumting guy...Fuhhh..he got realli..realli cute eyes..Totally..but Karmila seems to be excited about his ermm..Perot?hahhaa
You noe what?..i kept thinking tat 2dae is wednesday..Aiyooooo...Paiseh2...

i u call monday blues ..i call this tuesday Blue black la...wat the TooTs...im sooo bz..bz fightig my lazy dopey eyes..the whole day i tried refraining myself from buzzing infront of the PC..finished my job b4 10am...then desmond gave me 2 QLP tools to measure and said
Desmond: Do this slowly arh..try to do until 12 O'clock
me:*stupid smile*
kinda remembered last week...Desmond told me this
Desmond:Over here arh..we need to act a bit..must act bz...If boss come must do sumwork mah..
Me:wahhh..like that can get SCS award for best leadng Actor and Actress arh???

I think the smart scope yesterdae got almost spoiled yesterdae due to my stupid mistakes..i was half dozing of to my la-la land when suddenly the smart scope didnt move..for those of u who doesnt noe wat a smart scope is->its a measuring insrument like a microcope but it does not only magnify the stuff tat u r checking but also measure up to micron level..AND when i checked the machine..the stupid tool got stuck inside the lense..in other words..JAMMED!
there goes the $100,000 machine..luckily Bharath came to the rescue and twist and turn the machine..fuhh..if not im gonna b a slave to tat company...

I remebered my sup said to me the other time..he told me that Inventory che3cking need alot of man power to do..who is he kidding??? Wanna tell my sup but me,myself afraid of him...sooo cold and unfreindly..mayb its uz my perasan...but even my frenz frm Nyp agree tat he looks like Ah beng.. (-_-")

And i tried to finish my quilt...Ooo talking about quilt im gonna show u

i was roaming around singapore and i i saw this..mayb u guys seen this before..

The management diary tat the company passed 2 me came in very handly..wrote tonnes of wat im gonna to do ...remainders..and yada yada..

Did u guys watched the Girls out load or sumtin like tat yesterdae??seriusly it was super hilarius..talking about survival in singapore...starting with weird phrase like shake leg...itchy backside..and also acronyms like U.D.D and SMRT..and singapore culture ..being KiASu...hahaha

Oo ya u guys got hear the song..

I noe u like me
u wanna kiss me
I noe u want me
U think im sexy

That song reminds me of miss congeniality..the last part whre sandra bullocks said...i noe u waaannt me..u wanna kiss mee...lovee me...

5 Weeks left
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New year resolution

2007-01-03T06:32:00.000-08:00

New Year Resolution..
Last mondae..a friend of mine ask whats my NEw YEar resolution..
Hmm..my New year resolution..is the same..(not in order)
1)Get A driving license
2)Get Close to Allah
3)Get a Good permenet Job or at least..a job with my qualification
4)Make my parents Proud..

its not much but i hope soo much i can achieve it..
i did good with my last year vision.. i get good grades..FInally..even not soo excellent..did myself proud..Allahmdullilah.remembering where i stood in peoples' eyes..in Allah's eyes..But juz the license thing..been dragging it for a year..well i wanted to actuali take it earlier..but i was waiting 2 take with sumone..i wait..and wait..and waited so at last i took it again...mcm sayang gitu..tunggu org but then your one year past and u have to renew it again..i realise after finish skool, i wont realli have the time to spent on learnng ..especially when u are entitled to take 12 hr shifts..
So yup tats my new year resolution..
Im taking my life ever so slowly..spending my last 19 yrs..wisely..
JuZ now, i was talking to my frend Chi FUng..his Bdae was last MOnday..NEW year..1st JAn..
i laugh at him..becoz he is OLD...but then he laugh at me coz im gonna join him soon...being a year older..
PEople always say..take ur time..dont rush..BUT really..now im taking my own time..takin small step..baby steps..in fact..u an sae im taking ANTs steps.. but the time is rushing...asking me to run the same pace as him..Urgh...
i remembered mardhiah..she had juz turned 19..and now im turning 20..if following the hijrah calender..by right, i am infact a year older than her..C these explain..hw OLD i am...

OLD! OLD! OLD..*i agree..i complain alot*
what it means to me hitting 20
1)getting older a year
2)Hitting the big 20 CenT!
3)carrying the big burden-> responsibilities
4)NO more ANg Pa0
5)no more skool life
6)NO more skipping class

well..if i look on the bright sight of life*Always Look on the Bright sight of life...~Whistle~*
1)no homework
2)get my own money $$$$
3)get to go shopping wif my $$$$
4)get to go more outdoor places
5)backpacking

yes..ALhamdulilah..syaz decided to follow me for our short trip to langkawi tis cuming new year..
and ALhamdulillah again..i have booked my final theory again..InsyaAllah..im gonna do good..

so..its been six short weeks since i have been working at STATsChipPAC..and im starting to miss my frenz..i mean my new frenz...my OLD frenz jgn lah ckp..
i suspected my sup went to korea for his honeymoon coz i saw the packets of korean biscuits and again, Gingseng sweet on the table..I admit..gingseng sweet is the worsT sweet..EVER!and my senior gav me a fair share of biscuit and gingseng sweet but i turned down the offer coz god noes wat they put inside the biscuit..and i hate gingseng sweet..it taste yucky..

my mum says my arm looks like a guy ever since i kayak...was it tat bad??
i thought my arm was the same..like always..soo adding 1 more to my new year resolution..
*GEt rid of those sami lOOk alike tummy*

6 Weeks left...
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2dae is the start Of Longg weeKend..Yahoo

2006-12-29T07:25:00.000-08:00

Winding down....tats the spirit when the Morning starts..Soo hw 2 werk??
typing 2-19 sentence took 1 hour for me to finish it up...plus the errors tat i omit..the mp3 player became my best friend...luckily i wore tudung..if not..OUT u Go..
i was also distracted by someone..wana..
yup seriusly..he look really full time engineer..part time gangster..wif the way he walk ..n juz now he was quaralling wif Yue...one of the senior engineer..but funny sah they quarrel..its like a prefect trying to talk his way wif the big bully...like usual...me and Peh gossip about them...
the whole office was erm...GAMAT during my last 1hr..tehy were shooting at each other...
Cause of the commotion=Wana's attitude
wana is like in his earli 20s while Peh is 47..
Peh: u nonsence lah old man..(refering 2 wana)
Wana: if i old man arh..u in grave yard
so rude rite???
2 me yeah rude..but peh dont mind it at all..he said..young boy..so nevermine..
even when after the quarrel, wana venge his anger at Peh..n peh was sort of okie wif it..
Peh(talking 2 me): nevermine la...young boi..only noe how 2 get angry..donn wanna cool down first...Hehhehehe
tats Peh..a nice man..judging people is not in his list..always smile..laugh..n even now whn he is down wif flu..still cn make crappy jokes...n i love to learn new things from him...he explain things in detail..
people...im getting old soon...tat biG tick is ticking...ARGH!!! im in the state of DENIAL...
having teabreak tis morning n Mya reach out for my palm n say..
Mya:hawanis..u must go to ur god and pray
me:*looking puzzle* why??
Mya: Ooo ur hand show that u will not live long..go to ur god n ask for long life
me: AIyo..like tat im gonna never get marry..never mine lah..if im gonna die young its okie..
Mya: oo.but u later will b successful...
me: aiya..successful arh..nevermine la...can2.. hehehee

aniwaes..

Aku Kagum akan kesabaranmu menghadapi dugaan..
Allah lebih tahu..
Lebih tahu akan apa yg diuji untuk kamu..
Kerane madu yg terselit tetap manis
Stronger then Yesterday

SLAMAT HAri raye kawan2ku...

savour the moment..
treasure every min..
Counting each second..

So Siti How??

2006-12-28T08:22:00.000-08:00

I was talking to my senior about the employment rate in the company..about not so many locals..more of foreigners..talk about misunderstanding of 'skin' look alike.those myanmars, philipinos n malays..they look alike when my senior Peh said
Peh: eh siti later tomorow got 1 hensem guy cum..myanmar guy
me: our place also still got myanmars(as in the room im working in)?i thought only philipinos
Peh: nolah tis one really hensem..look like malay.his name wanna tun(his pronouncin it as wana tonne when it suppose to be tune wif no e)..
me: he attachment student arh?
Peh: nolah..work here long also..i think u see him before..wana arh not tat fish arowana..
me..ooo okie( n here i was thinking if i had seen any guy who is a foreigner..seriusly..cant tink of any myanmar guy
Sooo here cum the next day..wed
i was looking for tis wana tun..but seriusly i only cn see those who looklike foreigners..by the way they dress but nope..cant find any..
then one of my seniors as ask during the meeting
Ju: SO wana..hows the dieset?the dambar any prob* antenna alert..hearing wana*
So i switch my attention to tis guy..
OOOO..its him...this foreigner really look like typical singaporean..typical chinese...w exception of his malay skin..*chuckle*
then after the meeting i was preety mindin my own business..tis guy hav alot 2 talk about...Bzbbzbzbbzbzzzzzz all the way...he was joking wif Peh when peh cum up 2 me and ask
Peh: SO siti how? hensem not
me: Ooo tis the guy arh? i thought his a chinese..
Wana: nolah..im not chinese arh..i never say i hensem arh..
peh: not chinese la..malay..siti how hensem or nt??
me: *smiling* what was the smiling for juz say sumtin tat might sound sacastic la
i kept smiling stupidly n wana kept denying..its not like i say anything tat makes u kembang rite..hey wats up wif tat..macm gerl jer...
i ignore them la..laugh when they laugh..not becoz of their silly jokes..but bcoz the way they laugh...like one kind..really..same technique of laughing ..same tone of different voice..HAHA..can start acapala..
thursday came
my senior didnt cum 2 work..the inventory one..so yeah i called the vendor..updating consignment..cupboadr..inventory checking..inventory checking n more of inventory checking..this 2 guys were talking..wanna and peh again..when peH came 2 me..
peh: siti this one prenounce as what? showing me a piece of paper written MASS
me: mass la..
peh to wana: arh c..its MASS not MUST..haiyo...
peh:Siti how hensem rite?
me: so determine to answer..eh..Veryy hensem wif the auntie2 tone
peh: eh realli arh??hensem
wana: eh i never say i hensem arh..i never say
i was like Duuuuuhhhh..its me who say u hensem...HAHHA...wanna make him paiseh..but i doesnt look like it le..
in the end..its me who kena paiseh..

actuali i got no topic 2 talk about..just tat i miss my frenz..enjoy going out n talk rot wif nurul n karmila..Wishing the best of luck to syaz for ur 2moros interview..
DOne my quilt...halfway there..gonna finish my first piece..update pic soon..insyaAllah

7 weeks left
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Treasure every minute

KErana mu kekasih

2006-12-25T10:05:00.000-08:00

Kalaulah kau bernyawe..
Sudah pasti kau akan dicincang lumat...
Kadang2 rase geram...
kau buat banyak karenah...
Tapi..
Kalaulah kau bernyawe...
Akan ku menjadikan ko kekasihku...
akan ku simpan kau dekat betul ngn hatiku..
akan ku jage kau dgn sepenuh kasih..
kerane kau setieusahe aku..
Tapi...malangnyer ko memang tak bernyawe..
Walhal kaulah antara yg amat penting untuk ku...
Tapi di saat aku memerlukan kau...
kau "mematikan' diri...aper lah salah aku...
OOhhhh..hp ku....

AKu lah giler..aku lah sewel..kerane kau hp aku.. "Mati" aku...

7 weeks left...
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kepastian satu penyeksaan..

2006-12-19T06:08:00.000-08:00

I hav been thinking..alot..of wat im gonna do after poly..All i can do is plan..marriage is out of the question..coz u noe y??Funing kan kepala guwa la babe..
wat i have been doing tis passed few days..been thinking alot..tinking of life..my future..
i have painted the picture on my mind on how its gonna be like..but Allah has his way..
gonna find ajob..of i cant get a permenent one then im gonna try using contract..who noes mayb i get into my bros compani or any wafer compani..
Soo been thinking of holidaes..going langkawi insyaAllah... been asking SYAWANI too follow me..onli 4 days gerl...me u...my cuz..n the island??
then my climbing frenz wanna go KL again..
then im going KRABI soon insyaAllah..book ticket alreadi..yes!..been dying to go there..i just forgot 1 thing...MONEY..!
if i keep on going for holidaes..hw am i gonna go umrah..or hajj???or buy my own flat..how about car??hw bout my dream car..volkswagen bettle..??
been chatting wif my frenz..

people tat i talk to..accordingly

Shi Wei
been talking about life..about bros n sis and talk abbout lovers..asking me to marry him...joke lah bro..u already call me adek and now u want to marry me??? then whre u wanna put ur gerlfrend???

Adi
cathing up on our lives..talking bout his accident..about werk..alot to talk aboout...sory if tersinggung

Rahman
this guy is trying to test my level of patience..more or less tis guy did save my bike from getting rusty..even soo i enjoy arguing wif him..get to noe tis guy is a bit suku2....hmm prefer gossiping wif gerls then guys..and always stop our conversation clueless...

Karmila
my buddy..my listening ear..bz woman..well yeah insyaAllah meeting u guys soon..we will talk more later..

Nizam
nizam has a special request..he wants me to say this,
nizam adelah seorang lelaki yang umpama satria bak gagah perkasa lagik bijaksana
but reali..this guy has been one of the nicest people tat i met..lending me his shirt whn i was soaking wet after the fall at ubin..hey can be another of my big bro..

well yesterdae..Luis gave me another calender...tis company is rich wif gifts..i juz said..peh gave me calender last week...Ooo ok..

yes and 1 more thing ..i need confermation wheter im doing auto cad or not...
so the end

8 weeks left
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why?

2006-12-18T07:09:00.000-08:00

Im sooooo pissed!
im pissed, angry, frustrated...feel like slapping tis person..but all i can do is knocked tis person's head...and this person is me...! tis person in the mirror being so ignorant..think that she owns the world..being soo ever careless and not making it up....its not finding the answer..its understanding the solution!!! why..WHYY..whyy..Whyy...?????
Arrgghhhh..! all i can do is calm tis other person inside me..calm her down..try to think reasonablely...mayb things happen for a sreason..mayb wasting anotehr 50 bucks for nothing out of ur carelessness is juz another lesson for you to be more extra carefull...Allah make wonders..its anotehr test to show hw patient you can be when u face situation...BUT..y must it be one after another???first the money..then the money..then the hp...then wat?? the blow is juz...arghh!!!! i think im going bonkers...i cant handle strss!!...everytime it happens...i start to rain..juz like the heavy dowpour outside my window...Ooo Allah..give me your strength to go thru tis..give me ur strength to face this problem..Im sooo lost....

NuruLHAwanis not feeling herself

this week

2006-12-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

Starts with last week..exaxtly last saturade..went to COrptorn hotel for the CC seminar..ate quite a dish..alot of dished..8 dishes..and also won some stuff..a stuff exactly..
monday starts work and i did wat i did before...tat is inventory checking..taking my solat break...making it long..helping barath..desomnd..peh..koh..
tuesday
took my final theory test and i failed..well can say im pretty confident tat i did my best..but i didnt study for it..as much i study for my basic theory..insyaAllah im taking it again..soon but not now..not in the meantime..got too much stuff in my hands..
wednesday
had my meeting wif the cc..they are asking me too cum up wif youth activities..oo yah..they are opening water sport facilites sooon in yeeesoon..im mean yishun or nee soon or khatib..soo i do not need to go far to hav my water sport.. im soo not in the mood...insyaAllah i will try my best..soonn...
thursday
had my first quilt class..gesh...yes im taking quilt class..buying alot of stuff..to start with my own cloths..my own quilt needle and also my own threads and my own ruler and of cz my own design...n not fogotton..my burnt..my burnt pocket hole...(i thing my money tercicir in the CC)
well can say im the youngest student..n the cutest..(melebih skit)..it was fun..ok to start with..I WAS LATE..lesson was suppose to be at 7pm n i came 7.35pm coz i thought it was suppose to be 8...lucky the quilt class was near my home n i run..run like nobody's business..and i dont noe tat i hav to bring my own cloth..i THOUGHT they provide everything..AND SINGAPORE IS NOT A FREE COUNTRY...sooooo u hav to pay for everything...i learnt my leesson ( -_-")
friday
suppose to hav my run with mar then have my climbing
but it didnt came out like we planned..geeeshh...i forgot to bring my phone..first it was low batt and i simply forgt to take it frm the palce where i suppose to charge it..i brought all my climbing n running gear to work..n then i didnt get to contatc mar..coz i forgot her number
i forgot her numebr and i hav money juz nice for my transportation back home..luckkily i only need 1 bus to get home and i paid less then wat i should..wat do u expect im ***K*..dead ****E
so got home and read book..
this few weeks since the start of attachment i hav been reading..alot..to date i read 5 books...
from wat i see..human are being pampered..being pampered by technology..yes..exaMPLE..me..
i SOOOO need my phone..coZ OF THE numbers in my phone..
no hp= no numbers=no life=IM DEAD..tis little gadget is soo important to me..sometime feel insecure..hw am i gonna contact tis person..tat person..back in my primary skool i use to carry tis item..not hp but phone book but i didnt use it coz i didnt had alot of ffrenz n i memorize my frenz's numbers..NOW whn i had a few bunch of frenz..n with handset in my hand..who needs phone book?its not gonna kill u to write numbers on the book but whose gonna write it???tangan lenguh babe..and with the numbers written...it feels like im millionare..sooon gonna see stars..9465625562..WOWOW!!!

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saturday
im soo tired..been helping my sisters wif her stuf...she juz move her home..to another plpace in woodland still..

tomorrow is another day
move on with life
expecting the unexpected

8 weeks left
savour the moment